Where My Story Starts

2010-09-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

hey tell you a thing...
im sleeping at this timing.. which is unbelieveable ..

but i am really doing it..

i will

i can

and i believe

and i will see it.

2010-09-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

.
busying today. sorry.

2010-09-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

fail fail fail.. total fail..

today was first day and total fail..
today is very weird.. Monday should be moody but not moody at all huh, i got no idea.. i guess thanks to EoC ..

OH i feel like doing html codings/programming again .. so miss it..

=(

i guess i shall sleep.

2010-09-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

hiyo !..
i just sprain my back.. backache now.. happy birthday sister and dad .. !~

2010-09-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

hello,

few years nv post already.. going to keep my schedule on.. busy busy busy.. today is teachers day i think.. happy teachers day.. (hey at least im among the last to say it), but sad i dont even bother to visit my teachers or what.. LOL..

busy.. today lv, tmr meet old colleague, friday zk, saturday commex, sunday fd.. AND MONDAY back to work again.. tuesday free, WEDNESDAY ONWARDS JOGGING.. (:
AND FRIDAY PUBLIC HOLIDAY LOL LOL ! that's great !

happy September.. and i had used all my money.. left onli $100+ .. i wonder how to survive.. i don think i have money for birthday present =(
sorry..

2010-08-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

very meaningful video i came across in fb.. i think its for all to watch and learn..

2010-08-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

oh oh oh..

time for changes.. 8th september onwards i guess :)
time for me to leave this cage..

oh and the bus hijacking everywhere.. so sad.. tour suppose to be happy 1.. end up like dead.. innocent ppl die for nothing.. what the hell .

2010-08-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

oh oh oh.. failed diet.. no.. what's wrong with me ...
and Singapore is really really hot..

i wish there's a pill/injection that could turn you into opposite weather feel..

when got sun = you wearing jacket as if it its going to snow..
when its raining = you wear lesser and turn on air-con and fan together..

that would be nice :)

OR at least an air-con suit.. i'll be the first to buy :P

ok enough of dreaming..

bb

2010-08-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

ohhh so boring.. another sunday night.. and soon Monday... hate it.. =(

nothing really happen these 2 days..
so i guess i wont post anything :P

when i think of something then post kk
OH and where's my kuishinboo =(
sad =(

2010-08-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

omg.. finally Thursday.. time past so fast dont know for what reason..
maybe old already.. so time past so fast.. i miss childhoods times.. where there's no fan nao, no stress, no need care, no need this, no need that.. so good.. right..

oh and i LOVE THIS SONG by Bryan Adams

(Everything I Do) I Do It For You

no matter what, i wont forget this song.. its so undiscribable.. lol..

and not forgetting MLtR <3 MLtR <3 MLtR <3 MLtR <3 MLtR <3 MLtR <3 MLtR <3
favourite english band :D

and oh.. what happen today ?? nothing.. except just too funny.. kids jumping like monkeys and mother goes " WALK LIKE A NORMAL PERSON" LOL, i almost LOL'ed out.. so funny man..
oh and tour guide ?? do i wanna become a tour guide ??

Question Mark ?????????????????? x 10000000

going sleep lo..
bye.

2010-08-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

oh oh only for you, oh oh only for you, oh oh oh only for youu !~

yo.. today happy for no reason... LOL..
but failed diet.. i can't resist KFC.. ate KFC today.. zinger.. cheesey fries.. whip potatoe.. and coke.. omg gg =(

but nv eat dinner :P

now is logging off time .. sorry.

2010-08-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

yo hi..

my aircon is dripping water again =(
must d.i.y again :)

today so sad.. got cheated.. by a beggar.. was eating lunch, this uncle walking with a stick came and say to me "ke yi bang wo ma ?? gei wo $5 kan yi shen".. (can help me ?? give me $5 to see doctor) , i not that kind to give $5 coz he got leg got hand only thing is that he old.. still can find job what..
so i pass him only $2.. he went to every table and ask.. ppl also give.. wth..

later on o.. i go 4D lottery shop oh.. guess what i saw him oh.. bettings oh.. so idiot.. beg for money to buy lotteries LOL..
man what are now adays .. cheating everywhere scamming everywhere.. be it money or things or love or whatever..
why do ppl want to do this kind of thing..

really dont understand man..
Some humans really fail.

haiz.

2010-08-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

hiyo..

TODAY WAKE UP SWEATING, thanks to yesterday sleeping forget to turn on fan.. too dumb.

today i learn my lesson on "once bitten twice shy" or something like that.. actually is good to communicate with someone very importantly rather than to ignore.. i must change my habit =D

and wth.. just now want call kuishinboo for reservation.. they like block my phone.. or dont want to pick up.. how to book then.. nvm call tmr..

can't believe these few days i eat bread for breakfast and lunch :)
trying to skip dinner now =)
i can't resist when i see MACDONALDS or KFC .. damn these 2 restaurant ESPECIALLY KFC.. i would have become a vegetarian if these 2 restaurant dosn't exists.. LOL kk blame myself then.. sorry. Tigers eat meat only.. dont eat vegetables, oh and crabs :) LOL

seriously need diet and pass my theory :D
as usual home/house is for me to rest and play and sleep. no others. thanks,

为了你，我变成狼人摸样
为了你，染上了疯狂
为了你，穿上厚厚的伪装
为了你，换了心肠

我们还能不能再见面
我在佛前苦苦求了几千年
愿意用几世换我们一世情缘
希望可以感动上天

让我再吻一吻你的脸

song just randomed played :) , hao ting..

iphone so troublesome sometimes.. want transfer songs need go itunes.. cannot copy and paste like thumbdrive..

anyway shower come out like no shower like that.. straight sweat.. i hate this kind of weather man.. getting hotter and more hotter, i wish we could live underwater in the sea in some of the shows.. haha

time to shutdown..
kthxbye.

2010-08-11T23:10:00.001+08:00

BOO.. Ghost Festival started :O
time for me to stop taking lifts and avoid going home late too..
yes i am afraid of taking the lift wherever i go.. because i dream before im in lift and there were monsters inside the lift.. so scary.. if someday really happen.. i think im gonna flat in the lift..
haha..

o maple is so fun.. on and off.. everytime back to maple sure got new friends LOL.. making friends inside games are easilier alot than in real life.. o not forgetting cute zhu zhu de mei mei LOL

ok go to study theory awhile and sleep , thanks.

2010-08-09T10:29:00.002+08:00

OH HAPPY THE NATIONAL DAY TO ALL ..eh not to all.. to SINGAPORE ONLY LOLLLL sorry.
this remind me of someone.. that hates singapore alot.. and whole day cursing.. but i can't think of reason why he still take SG SQ Plane to other countries LOLLLLL.. till now the mystery is still not solved or resolved LOL LOL.. I JUST CAN'T STOP LAUGHING WHEN HE SAID HE'S TAKING SQ PLANE LMAOOOOO.

you know who you are =)
anyway if you see this.. remember to take videos or picture in LA (Los Angeles), USA.. i live till so big also never dream of going to USA .. you this pro because of one concert and you fly there.. i must SALUTE to you, dont forget our genting trip and korea trip in the next 2 years =)
take care brother, enjoy ur trip, but before that let's go to kuishinboo again.. thanks..

FAMILY DAY

2010-08-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hi,

today woke up very late.. at 10am.. suppose to meet at 10.30am =)
LOL.. faster ching ching chong chong fan fan.. and i made it once again.. im out of the house at 10.15am =).. reach amk station at 10.40am.. just nice..

anway the buffet is nice.. tho.. my favourite buffet restaurant (i finally know how to spell this word).. favourite buffet is Kuishinbooo hahahaha.. DONG DONG DONG 1 2 3 we are kuishinboo !~.. LOL.. love the crabs there.. and best of all its buffet.. so you can take as much as you want.. haha..

ok so went quality hotel to eat lotus something vegetarian, my aunt's treat.. the first thing i saw was surprised that they got this vegetarian salmon.. I FORGET TO TAKE PICTURE DAMN.. the salmon is no different look from the real salmon LOL... we all asked each another, is this really vegetarian or not LOL.. it look totally no different from a real salmon man.. LOL.. WORST Thing the taste also got 20% similar to salmon LOL... i wonder how they make until so pro.. same goes to the sotong slices.. :P

after finish.. i forget where we go.. oh.. we went bugis and bugis street ^^
as usual nothing for me there.. mostly for GIRLS.. the only shop that i am wondering is in the middle of the street.. what LIFE SEX SHOP.. LOL.. i still can't know the reason why there is such shop located in there.. LOL.. of course i didn't went in because of family members there.. cute shop.. i saw 2 young teenagers girls.. walk pass, one of them cover the another one's eye.. LOL.. and the one got covered was so eagle to look what they sell.. LOL, funniest joke sia.. now adays ppl..

after shopping, back to home ok.. then slack till now =)
kay siao read my theory book awhile.. then go gaming again xD

2010-08-07T03:55:00.002+08:00

so long nv post... 3 months ?? nope, 4 months or 5 months LOL.. its going to be national day soon.. to me just an extra holiday :D
now so relax, can play back games, back to maple =) , well tried starcraft II.. but not too fun or no time to play.. got time then slowly learn.. I WANT DIABLO 3 :P

back to life ??? , well still normal, still got legs, hands, 1 head.. and so on.. just that.. my heart is weaker and weaker each day.. i dont know why.. and i dont wanna know.. i might just disappear from this world anytime.. yah.. its true.. so what to do.. haha.. just live 1 day pass one dae..

goals or target ??
not really.. now i wanna take up class 3, .. vocational.. class 4 and class 5.. so on.. and on the way.. i want to learn the map of Singapore.. i want to know each and every small carpark roads name hopefully.. so next time can be despatch or what.. driving kinda fun =) , its still a job, but no boss or supervisor around you.. your alone in your driver seat.. hahhahaha..

love & relationship ??
still a no.. i have given up all my chances, i am those kind of ppl that likes 1 thing, that will be forever mine. wait for fate maybe =), fate comes when you dont even know (:
ok let's no ttalk about this. no interest.

so overall ??? i dont know why im still living in this world for.. really dont know..
this not that yes, this can that cannot, this have that dont have,
life is about finding a way to survive for your day, which is food and water... ^^

ok im tired.. see the time now.. almost 4.30am .. tmr still have family day at quality hotel.. eat lotus vegetarian buffet lunch ^^ .. anyway i still love midnights.. where there's no sun.. very peaceful.. no cars.. no animals.. no insects.. no noise.. 10000% love that man..

2010-08-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

blogger changes so many things, some i dont even know how to use.. too long nv touch..
OLLOL

2010-08-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

finally settle down, back to normal life again =)
LOL
got to go , i store all then post all 1 shot as usual

2010-08-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

HI :)

i looks like im back again :P

2010-04-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

wow take a hear at this !!! AWESOME !!!

2010-04-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

"ohhhhhhhhhhhhh i want an AC-130 for my birthday."

2010-04-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

ohh im tired.. getting older and older each second.. things that i can do in the last past 8 years.. now i can't.. i dont know why..

2010-03-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

time flies.. today is the last day of MARCH and worst thing i've ran out of money, i dont know how am i going to survive in april.. but nevermind.. i shall try (:

since april is coming.. there's few things up to do.. actually only 2.. and i should know.. you dont know nevermind.. not for you to know.. and if you dont know.. i will know.. and if i know.. i will do.. and if i do.. you will know.

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPhone stuck on replay, replay

haha.. love this song.. :P

ok i am "TIRED" and its time for me to "SLEEP".. so good night..

by the way i have a present for you.... look below

below more...

more...

YOU WILL GET $10.00 FROM ME IF YOU ....

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS !!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

OWNED !

2010-03-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

ROAR.... something error in my blog.. the previous counter is not working.. it hangs at 1863 (good idea for 4D) no wonder i keep seeing 1863.. but nevermind, i've already changed to a new counter :) , now i think it works perfectlisium, anyway ima buy 1863 tmr (: so zhun its my ic number also.. HUAT AHH

anyway its fixed, so i can track my counter and who and who secretly viewing :)
dont worry i can even track down your computer name, your name and so on..
so please dont secretly view, else it will logged into the system !!
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA, come on its real !

and yes jas.. you can't find this blog skin in any of the blogskins website.. because its 101% done by me.. i know you like the background of stars.. sorry i can't give you, go find your own blogskins or find a ripper !! mine is too ugly duckling, sorry =(
just my 2 cents worth. =)

DO NOT KILL ME. IM E NO CENTS

time to go land of dream.
bye.

2010-03-29T23:51:00.013+08:00

Hi, last few post were craps... because im editing the layout of the blog.. now it looks better.. and i like it =) , please do not rip or copy because i know you can't (: hahahahahaha
anyway recently my house is undergoing renovation of toilets, thanks to some ppl that likes to complain.. no choice have renovate both kitchen and masterbed room toilets for at least 6 days and waste $$$.. waste time..

before and after pics:
>>>>>>

>>>>>>

nice right.. i thought of something i came across in some forums.. showing picture of before and after.. the one that makes me laugh :

>>>>>>>>

hahahahahahahaaha (:

oo its late, nights out time..
bye

2010-03-28T23:46:00.001+08:00

Testing Post,
Looks Great,

Nights.

2010-03-27T04:09:00.001+08:00

DONE !!!!

finally i revived my blog.. after dying it for months.. ahhaahhahahahaa.. look at tthe time now.. i am going to world of dream right NOW.

2010-03-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

tweaked up background favourite midi song.. and some html editings =)
hope it can done by this weekend ~

back

2010-03-25T00:04:00.001+08:00

I am back after MIA for so long =)
now changing my blog skin.. as geocities is down now.. can't host anything from there..
thanks ~

2009-12-09T01:12:00.001+08:00

I CAN"T SLEEP = =

2009-12-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

www.whylikethat.com

2009-12-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

am i not good enough ?? i know i just in this world to return what i have own in my previous life. so be it.

2009-12-03T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hi, long time no see, been so long.. i was updating my private blog.. and facebook awhile.. so this blog is dead, really dead.. lmao.. even my stars.. and universe.. and song all gone from this blog.. i guess i have to use html skills to update this blog again.. let me revive it when i have the time =)

its really stupid to see some of the things i wrote in the pass.. i even forgot alot of them.. and i actually wrote that myself... that's as dumb i as can be.. and congrats to my heart, i am actually feeling weaker and weaker each year by year i think im halfway inside a coffin.. thanks to my heart condition =)

i really wish i can leave this place peacefully.. thanks.

bye

Nokia N97 Released in Singapore !

2009-06-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

hey there guys.. Sorry been hooked up to facebook.. Lol..i tot friendster is better than facebook.. But im wrong.. seems tat facebook owns.. Addictive games like restaurant city.. Haha..
Pals can add me on my facebook email is ong_chee_seng_sg@hotmail.com

another thing which i came to blog is tat my long waited baby N97 is out as of today 5pm !
The retail price at $1228 (Comes With Music Edition).
Nope.. I didnt buy yet.. Im waiting for local telco for contracted price.. Its cheaper.. Haha.. And comes with music is a rip off !
And bye StarHUB, im sick of your poor connection.. Im going for SingTEL.. Let's hope they do come out promotion on N97 with no music.

i wish and i hope i can get the phone by this weekend.. Hope they have roadshow coming THIS thursday IT PC SHOW 09 !

Woo double joy by than.. Hahahahahahahaha !

After phone purchase than Pc show than trip to beijing than i should start few something i want.. But sorry its confidential :)

anyway bye bye.. I will make another post when i get my phone ! woohoo !!!

:)

2009-05-20T20:06:00.003+08:00

heyo !

Long time no posts again.. muahahaha..
i've nearly finished what i need to do or think..

next project will be coming soon..
now i have only 2 weeks of trial.. or should i say holiday for me..
maximum of 1 month.. but i dont think so..
i can't lose.
i need to rush.. YES rushhhhhhhhh..

by then it starts.. my favourite nokia phone, N97 will be out soon i guess (i hope.. coz rumor says its going to ship 2nd June.. from North America.. and 5th of June to Malaysia.. so this small country might have to wait for China to ship in.. and will take like few weeks..)

so..

Purchase of Nokia N97 - Confirmed.
Getting Next Big Achivement In My Life - Confirmed.
Finding A Girlfriend - NO WAY UNLESS FATE COMES.
Career - Increase.
Families & Friends - Decrease.
Exercise "Jian Fei" (Minus Fats) - Confirmed.
Starts to Save Money - Confirmed.

hahahahahahaha.. well the most important thing is that line i've bold..
im really looking into forward it.. i hope im not useless anymore like in the past.
look.. i've at least control myself from laziness.. well at least i did some.. also i've change some of my bad attitude and control myself.. i knew it i can, at least i tried ok.. for those who knows me for many years you should see it..? RIGHT ? :)

I still remember times in Montfort Secondary School.. our School Principle, Mr Simen Lourdes, favourite quote "If you believe it, you will see it" at those day.. we joke and laugh at his so call stupid quote and crap quote.. but this quote has many pictures in it.. but sad.. Mr Simen Lourdes has left the school recently.. he's really a very good principle.. that's why till now i still can remember.. and its a success quote to all people out there i believe.. so if you really believe in yourself that you can see it, you will really see it one day. trust me :)

That's all for today folks..
Wishing you a lucky wealth, good health, and happy holidays for those kids out there !

Rush and Jia You !
buai

2009-05-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

ok its monday again and i super hate monday since i am in lower secondary schools.. till now i also hate hate hate hate MONDAY.. i dont know why.. so dont ask me.. you should know why.. if you know why then dont wonder.. and if you wonder then again dont ask me ok.

yawn yawn yawn.. so boring on Mondays :(
Moody
Tremble
Wee
Treat
FANTASTIC
SHIOK
SUPERGOOD

hey so bored.. im off to do some reading and psping..
i still wish.. and i want.. i really wantttttttttttt

2009-05-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today's topic is on..
Are beggars really beggars ???
or WHAT ?

Its a funny question.. let me tell you what.. Friday at Macdonalds i saw a old lady with bag of tissues and lottery tickets, and i saw her asking a man outside what stuffs would he like to purchase from the old lady.. the man took out $10 and pass to her, without her tissue or tickets.. and asked the old lady to keep.. so she thanked him and walked away to other people.. after a few more people.. she collected another $2, then she was walking towards my table.. i also passed her $2 for 2 packets of tissue.. she looked so poor thing..

well the issue is not on donating to them.. but thinking about it.. an't these people get money too easily ??? let's put in this way.. you are a part time worker.. and they pay you $10 per hour.. but according to what i see the old lady.. she earned $14 just in a few minutes LOL... imagine if she's lucky.. she could had earned near $30 per 30 mins or per hour???

so sometimes i really cannot get into my mind.. i mean.. they can walk.. they can talk.. why beg.. why not get some jobs in some hawker centre at least..

and not too long ago.. i saw some aussie guys.. selling key chains too.. they just put the keychain and a note on your eating table on the public..the note asking you to donate like $5 to get that keychain.. and if you dont want.. just ignore it.. and he'll be back to collect it.. but that aussie man is so young.. the note put that he's deaf or mute or something.. but he has legs and hands.. why not work.. i bet you have met them before too.. i met a few already..

so why ???
are they lazy ?? copy cats ?? REALLY POOR ?? or what ?? who knows..
i am just wondering only.. not to confront them or anything :)

2009-05-01T12:23:00.003+08:00

Yo Everybody !
welcome back,
I AM BACK.

Im super duper double sorry !
as you know every year of April and sometimes May i'll went MIA awhile..
muhahahahaha.. shhhhhh. its a secret.

Happy Laobour Day !

Ending here !

WOOOOOOhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2009-03-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

yo !!!!

long time no posting again.. xD
i must admit that weekends is lucky days xD

muahahahahhaa..

and wtfwth !! past few days i mention about merlion will be gone soon..
JUST
last saturday .. 28 feb.. around 4pm ++ merlion got striked by lightning..

i know im just a computer/internet god but im not a lightning god ok..
muahaha jk..

so what is it telling us.. bad omen?? something is happening to Singapore finally ?? which is used to be the safest country in SEA...

The below article seems interesting and VERY true :

The Merlion’s original site was at the mouth of the Singapore River, facing east towards the open sea, which was the most auspicious feng-shui / geomancy position. (Signifying Singapore ‘Facing the world’) However, it was moved to the current location in 2002 due to the construction of Nicoll Highway in 1997 which blocked its view of the sea. This was deemed inauspicious by many Feng Shui experts. Coincidentally, 1997 was the start of the Asian economic crisis.

hmmm, merlion was at river infront.. good sign.. but moved to fullerton there.. in 1997.. and 1997 was the start of asian economic crisis.. LOL.. seems that its a wrong choice to move our country symbol.. this has certainly to do with Feng Shui.. We dont know what will happen to Singapore hahahaha.. but i guess something would happen not soon.. but not long too.. my guess was Tsunami.. and there goes a small island..

But hoping and praying that.. Singapore will live long forever, nothing is going to happen to this small country.

well. that's all for today Singaporeans..
GG..

2009-02-27T21:07:00.003+08:00

Singapore’s Future ERP System (2010-2015)

FUNNY LEH !!!!! muahahahahahahhaa..

MORE ON http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=28597
AND http://singaporeagnestan.blogspot.com/2008/06/who-says-singaporean-is-not-creative-we.html

I think that Singapore Merlion will be gone soon.. and welcome ERP's :)
everywhere you go you get ERP for drivers :)

above all the pictures are fake.. they are just for laughs :)

Enjoy ! LOL

2009-02-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

IT Show is coming !

IT Show 2009: 12th March 2009 to 15th March 2009 (Suntec City)
The PC Show 2009: 11th June 2009 to 14th June 2009 (Suntec City)
Comex 2009: 10th September 2009 to 13th September 2009 (Suntec City)
Sitex 2009: No information yet (Singapore Expo)

yay !! .. but can't buy computer.. hahahaha.. not so soon i guesss... my computer is old.. and stupid monitor keep blinking and flickling.. waiting for it to spoilt and buy one new one around in june :)

im using core 2 quad proccessor and i think its the best processor in the world.. ok ..
quad means.. 4 processor.. means running up to x4 i guess :)
this is what i meant by the power of quad.. with no JERKS or LAGS :)

DotA, channel 8, msn, blogging at the same time :)
with quad proccessorrrs.. u can do 4 things at one time depends on the program that the memeory takes :)

but that's quad proccessor .. but im sorry they are coming out ..... :

Core i7 :)
Which is much more stronger and better than quads'..
best proccessor in the earth, intel said..
muahahaha..

i want an core i7 than :)
with minimum a GeForce GTX295 1.7gb graphics card :)
and also a monitor with more than 120 hertz .. so i can use for 3D gaming with 3D glasses on :)

so 4 items in my computer wish list .. :)

so ywa.. that's all for my 2009 toy wishlist :)

2009-02-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

uhhhh im back home ~

logged in my blog and saw a few mistakes.. dont know why some posts didn't show up.. then had to edit the settings and post it again.. zzzzz.. stupid blogger !~,

and stupid nub kid.. :)
DO I NEED TO POST EVERYTHING I DO IN MY LIFE HERE ??
I AM JUST TRAINING MY TYPING SKILLS,
LOGIN AND TYPE CRAPS.. THEN LOGOFF.
LOLLL
owned. by text :)
Happy Sadding !
Your On Global !
NOOOOOOOOOOOO ?!

muahahahahaa sure piss ok :)
and i super hate my monitor.. its becoming WORST and WORST.. just wanna spend few days on my computer to change blogskin and ect. .. so many things are outdated.. wtfwthomgbbq.. and yea dont copy me ok.. ;)

and also on my cbox..

Unknown: hello jackson, can you guess who is this ??
Posted on 20 Feb 09, 04:12

The answer is so simple.. its you ok.. from the text above i can see this was a kid typed.. age more than 15 less than 25 .. muahahaha am i right ?? YES ! .. and my name is not in Caps as in you typed jackson and not Jackson.. so your english fails.. and lastly you posted on 4.12 AM.. that's so obvious.. a kid posting around 4.12am.. LOL.. owned.. its you, KID.

owned once again.. xD

buai

2009-02-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

yoro..

yawnn.. so boring.. mass downloading movies, games, applications again today.. muahaha... my rapidshare acc like no use.. so mass download once in awhile.. but not enough disk space to store.. zzzz left only 10 gb .. omgwtfbbq..

anyway.. if anyone of u needs to download anything from rapidshare.. i can give u my acc to download.. rapidshare is like torrent download but directly from web.. that the users uploaded to.. let's say if they upload a movie.. which is around 5 gb to rapidshare.. from there you can download the 5gb less than 1 hour if you use rapidshare..
but for rapidshare policy you can have a maximum of 2.6gb of files each day.. can be accumulate up to 12gb.. meaning that they will give you 2.6 gb traffic each day, but you can accumulate up to 12gb total, and it wont go over 12gb.. let's say you have left 3.2gb in your account.. you can only download 3.2gb of files.. but if you accumulate up 12gb of files.. you can download 12gb of files.. after 12gb of files.. u will start from 0.0gb again.. and gain 2.6gb traffic everyday.. so let's say you wanna download a total of 5gb files.. but your account left 4.8 gb today.. you need to wait for another day to download..
ok simple ?? if you dont know what i mean.. then forget it xD
anyway the account has got protection.. you can only login and download.. but can't edit/delete or change anything at all.. it has a securelock which i like it very much :)

oh yea.. today i met a stupid uncle.. muahaha.. he thinks he owns this world.. as if this world is his.. wake up please uncle !! i should have taken video and post in online !.. too irritating ok.

anyway gtg.
blah

2009-02-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹 ???

this blog is almost dead !! LOL.. i wont let i dead.. let me revive it again xD, im still living for your info.. wanted to change my blogskin.. but no time to do html coding stuffs boring stuffs.. and becoming rusty every day.. now adays kids can do their blogs or computer stuffs much better.. im far too behind, if i dont catch up one day, i'll lose to kids !!! then it will be OMFGWTFBBQ..

time flies and im getting older and older each day.. soon one day i'll end up in coffin.. im not afriad to die.. but afriad to suffer in this world..

2009-02-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

hello !..

sad.. too long never post again.. sad to say my monitor is soon to spoilt soon.. it keeps blinking or flicking or whatever you call it ok..

anyway im fine.. gotta rush out one of my wish list by this year =)

2009-02-07T02:36:00.002+08:00

YO !!!

HAHPPY NEW YEAR LOL !!
So many weeks or days no posts.. im too LAZY to post ok. so many things to do..
wahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahahha.. anyway new year good luck ok.. my luck has finally went up.. and not so suay anymore.. muahahahaha.. but haven strike lottery yet.. :(

plzplzpzlpzzpzlppzlzlpzplz let me strike can.. :)
its great to see families gathering once per year..
some new changes,
some old bad changes..
and alot..

good to see new things coming in..
sad to see old things going out..

2009-01-25T08:52:00.002+08:00

yo!

Finally got some time to update.. muahahhahahaaa.. today is Lunar new year eve ! tmr is chinese new year.. the favourite holiday yet can be the most boring holiday.. favourite as in got 2 days and continuous 2 days steamboat for 3 meal.. muahahaha.. also can get ang bao money.. boring is every is the same people, same questions, same answers.. BORING..

anyway wishes all here a very happy new year !
A good start, a new life :)

gong xi fa cai !
HUAT AH.

2009-01-15T19:54:00.001+08:00

GREATO !!

Its blogging time again.. muahahahhaha.. enough of those boring stuffs.. some entertainments again !~ thanks goodness games can cure boredness and bo-liao-ness.. if not i will go mad !!
LONG TIME NEVER PLAY GOOD GAMES.. imagine those secondary school days.. CS and HB all the way till no life at lanshops ~ arcade till money all gone ~ muahahahahhaa..

SOME FUN PC GAMES THAT YOU SHOULD NOT MISS OUT :

Released, ultimate perfect graphics, good gameplay, hack-&-slash till you siao..
My Rating: 9/10

Released, cute gameplay.. game-like The Sims, but instead of humans you control creatures..
My Rating: 5/10

Released, SCARIEST PC GAME, almost got heart attack playing this game, it really scares you out of hell !
My Rating: 9/10

Released, Legendary FPS game where you got to see werewolfs.. and ect.. sounds like and looks like good game.. but then gameplay sucks.. they could have make it better.. haiz.
My Rating: 4/10

Released, Cooperation game, 4 survivors, 4 boss zombie enemies, FUN, A little bit scary, and VERY FUN.
My Rating: 9/10

Released, this is the game that is banned in some country.. thanks to some kids that pretend he's playing in the game for real.. this game needs VERY HIGH system requirements.. even my requirements dont reach the minimum.. the gameplay style is the same.. all you do is steal cars on the streets.. do whatever you want.. kill cops.. ect.. but a thumbs down for the system requirements.. its way too high..
My Rating: 6/10

Just Released, This game is unique.. its something like racing car game.. but instead of cars.. your a girl, running all over buildings.. trying to dodge, jump, and get the best time in the game.. graphics are good.. gameplay is so-so.. what amuse me is this game can make my palm sweaty because the graphic is too good that makes you feel like your on the air and trying to jump building over another building..
My Rating: 8/10

Just Released, This game is good.. choose either bad or good.. and fight in the battle field.. quite messy sometimes, and can get boring easily.. but overall its a good game..
My Rating: 7/10

Release on 6 Feb 2009, first time Burnout is coming to the PC.. and its Burnout 5.. a sure must have game for all racers !
My Estimated Rating: 8/10

Release on 10 Feb 2009, this FPS game looks scary like in F.E.A.R.. i bet now version 2.. its more scarier.. i think Elma wants to come back and revenge.. why do game makers make scary games like this.. LOL.. i wonder can it beat dead space ??..
My Estimated Rating: 8/10

Release on 20 Feb 2009, Its The Sims again.. same gameplay.. which can be boring.. BUT there are more stuffs you can do now.. didn't expect there's sims 3.. but i think EA wanted to earn more money.. muahahaha..
My Estimated Rating: 6/10

Release somewhere in 2009, A game like DotA.. looking forward to this game too.. i bet it sucks.. just like Legendary.. graphic looks good.. gameplay looks good.. but when you play.. IT SUCKS.. muahahaha.
My Estimated Rating: 5/10

Release somewhere in 2009, YAY back to old classic game.. now they turned into 3D characters.. which can be fun.. and able to versus other players online !.. i miss my ken and ryu.. muahahaha.. yup not forgetting vega too !..
My Estimated Rating: 8/10

Release on 16 Jun 2009, my childhood fav show/movie.. catching ghosts with LIGHTNINGS i called.. hahaha.. yup.. its the lightning again that amuse me to look forward playing this game when its out.. i ultimately love lightning games !~
My Estimated Rating: 6/10

Release somewhere in 2009, This game is like F.E.A.R 2 and Dead Space.. another SCARY GAME.. muahahaha.. didn't play Bioshock 1.. but would like to try out Bioshock 2 =D
My Estimated Rating: 6/10

www.diablo3.com
And Lastly.. the most ultimate game of the whole universe.. Diablo 3.. Release date is UNKNOWN yet.. might be year 2009.. might be 2010.. either year will do.. this game will be the best RPG game of the year ! i've waited this game for like 5 years and i believe all hardcore gamers are waiting too.. since its announced, and now its coming real !! woot ~ i will chiong this game with my fellow frens.. muahhahaaha.. just like in Diablo 2.. LONG LIVE DIABLO 3 !! LONG LIVE BLIZZARD ENTERTAINMENT ! LONG LONG LIVE !~
My Estimated Rating: 10/10

well that's all for today kids !!
sea ya necks time.

2009-01-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

HEY FTW..

so long no posts xD
im started my project already.. so i dont think i have time for Q1 2009 ok... anyway let's look forward to lunar chinese new year !~.. love it but at the same time hate it too.. love it where i got $$$ AND to eat alot of STUFFS and 2 days continuous of steamboat.. 3 meal ALL STEAMBOAT FTW .. here eat there eat.. 3rd day sure PIG OK.. LmaO.

ok im too tired to type anything now..
let's wish my dream come true one day.. if you believe it.. you will see it.. (taken from my Secondary School principle quote).. i believe i can.. and i will see it one day no matter what happen.. that day will be my most happiness life ever i had in my whole life.. muhahhahahhaa..

i need to sleep z_Z..

2009-01-10T03:49:00.002+08:00

Hi, im using my phone to blog again.. muhahaha.. at this late hour, YES !.. i know we all had lots of fun.. but some things i want to clarify.. frens are frens.. and always will be frens.. never be apart, never be too close.. im sorry i shouln't blog this.. but i cant hide it, i am sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. i dont fit.. i really dont fit.. im useless.. im nobody.. just dont think about it.. please understand.

2009-01-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

hi !!

happy the new year ah..
very busy to blog ok..
you should know why ok... i dont wanna think about anything nowwww.. coz im too tired... tmr is wednesday.. i hope i can get something.. and leave this place of shits !! pls bring me to somewhere where people dont know me.. and dont understand me.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!~
SUCK SUCKS SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCKSSSSS

2009-01-01T21:19:00.003+08:00

hey !!!
FIRST OF ALL HAPPY BIRTHDAY , i mean HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 !!!

24hrs + 24hrs = 48 hrs..
ok nub you broke my record.... 48hrs without sleeping.. PRO..
i only 18 hrs max.. i flat liao.. LOLLLL.. u own ok.. u win :)
and i'll never forget that LOLLL, forever~

ok anyway.. its finally another new year.. let's forget about the past.. and bring in the future.. i hope it will be good ok.. life is always low and high.. just like tides.. not tidehunter.. lol.. no one in this world has a perfect life.

ok anyway here's the zodiac thingy :

Rat

Career:
This is a good year ahead. The stars are bright and strong with lots of support from all areas. One should make full use of the chance to get what you want but should not take the risk in investment. Colleagues and bosses will be good to you. This will increase your chances of promotion or salary. For those who are looking for jobs, will also get their dream jobs easily.
Windfall:
Born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December will have low luck and try not to commit too much in gambling or investment for those born in November will have strong wealth luck.
Love:
Those who born in 1984, this is a good year to get married. For those married and born in 1972, this is a good year to have children as they will bring luck and wealth.
Family:
The entire family will be happy throughout the year. Those who born in 1936, 1948 and 1960, the younger ones in the family will bring good news to the family.

Cow

Career:
This is a bad year. Whatever you do will not be smooth, therefore you should wait for the chance to strike in order to avoid court cases. One should be confident and strive hard this year.
Windfall:
Born in the lunar month of November will have good luck only. Others have to be careful when investing in stocks or doing quick money business.
Love:
Relationships are rough this year. A third party may appear in the relationship and backstabbers will appear. For those born in 1985, if your relationship is mature, it will be suitable to get married.
Family:
There will be squabbles in the family. For those born in 1949, this year there will be happy occasions in the family.

Tiger

Career:
Business is smooth this year and economic is good. There will be a lot of good people supporting you. If one can be accurate and do the work yourself, you will receive attractive bonus. Your position is stable and colleagues are copperative and respectful towards you. You may get a chance to promote or increase in salary.
Windfall:
Luck is strong but if one has a dream or coincidence, one may bet on the numbers. However should not be too greedy in stocks or gold investment.
Love:
Love is smooth, after challenges and slowly matures. Born in 1986 is a good year to get married. Born in 1974 and are married couple is good year to have children.
Family:
Couple relationship are good, children are hardworking, elderly will have happy occasions. Married males must be careful of "Tao Hua".

Rabbit

Career:
Business is going upstream, hard to move. Shareholders have thoughts of going eparate ways. Beware of economic inflation and be careful of people who surrounded you because you may get in trouble with court disputes if you turst the person so much. From the beginning of the year, your boss will pressurize you and there will be increased in work load but you should not change job and bury yourself at work.
Windfall:
Luck is weak and its not suitable to bet in anything, otherwise, one might suffer great losses. Those who born in November, have a stronger luck.
Love:
Couples will have quarrels and third party may appear causing triangle relationship. Matured lovers are a good year to get married.
Family:
Married couples will have quarrels or marital affairs. Children will cause trouble. The elderly in the family may have sudden sickness.

Dragon

Career:
This is an extremely lucky, good year to work. If you have everything planned out, with good interpersonal relation, no matter new or old job, you will be able to do everything as planned and in return, get good results. Colleagues are able to communicate with you better and management level is peaceful and passionate.
Windfall:
Luck is better than last year and chances of getting prizes are good. Born in the lunar month of November will have higher chances. Investments like stocks should be careful.
Love:
This is a good year to get married for matured lovers. This is a good year to have children.
Family:
The entire family is peaceful and happy and you can go out on family tours. Neightbours are friendly too. Children will have improvement in results.

Snake

Career:
Luck is normal without much movement. WOrk slowly and you will gain recognition. Colleagues will gossip about you but you should not feel sad or angry. You should perservere quietly.
Windfall:
Born in lunar months of April, August and November can try your hand. For those born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December, do not bet or invest in stocks.
Love:
Love is normal and should maintain in this way. Matured lovers may prepare to get married.
Family:
Couples are happy. Children are good. CHildren may have chances to go overseas to study. Elderly should take note of what they eat and the change in weather.

Horse

Career: In the beginning of the year, luck is normal but the second half of the year is a good time to prove yourself. Although life is more stable but there are still a lot of friction between all management. You should remain steadfast and work hard and you will get results end of the year.
Windfall:
Luck is uneven. Born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December should not be greedy. Born in the lunar month November, you will get higher chances to strike luck.
Love:
You will have high chance to meet up with opposite sex especially for those in 1990 but you should not be too engrossed. Studies are more important. Marrie dmales born in 1966 and 1978 should be award of "Tao Hua".
Family:
Family are happy and peaceful and children studies are well but you should spend more time communicating with them. Young couples will have chance to have kids.

Goat

Career:
This is a bad year. Whatever you do, you will face obstacles. Despicable people are always around the corner and gossips tend to fly all around. Business are going downwards so you should hold on to your seats. Stress will come greatly and your emotions will not be stable. You will easily make mistakes and colleagues will backstab at you.
Windfall:
Luck is not good so you should not invest in gold or stocks, especially for those born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December. Those born in November, you may try your luck.
Love:
This is a year of cherry blossom (Tao Hua). new singles will find their true ones this year. Married males born in 1967 should be afraid of "Tao Hua", hot lovers may get married. Young couples born in 1979, this is the best year to have children.
Family:
Elderly in the family may have sudden sickness. One may be careful own health in case of overworking.

Monkey

Career:
Business has progressed into a new level and you can expand your original management area, in regional market or overseas. If you can grab the opportunity, you will get good profit. You will have lots of stress in the beginning of the year but you will be all right once you reach middle of the year. As long one can work hard, you will get good results.
Windfall:
Winning chances are rather high. You must remain peaceful at heart so that you will have chances to meet lucky numbers for betting. For those born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December, you may try your luck.
Love:
This is a year full of "Tao Hua". New lovers will meet up their destined ones. Matured lovers is a good year for marriage. Newly wedded couples is a good year to have children.
Family:
Family is peaceful, couples are stable with good income. Children will have good results but do not overwork or else your health will fail.

Rooster

Career:
You will meet obstacles in the beginning of the year but after July your luck will slowly change but do not rush to get results or else it will drag you down instead. You will quarrel between colleagues but due to your strong popularity and learn to accommodate with others, you are sure to have a stable job.
Windfall:
Born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December have poor luck but not advised to bet. For those born in November, you will have high chances to win.
Love:
Singles will meet up with more people but relationship is not stable. However it will be stable slowly and both will get together. Newly wedded couple is a good year to have children.
Family:
Family is peaceful. There will be some squabbles but not serious. Elderly must be award of what they eat.

Dog

Career:
Sales progress is smooth, no matter new or old, because you have lots of people to help you. You may venture overseas. This year, your career luck is very strong, position is stable, your boss will pass you an important task. This will result in strong luck an dyou rcolleagues will be loyal to you.
Windfall:
You have lots of winning chance but do not be greedy. Born in the lunar months of March, June, September and December should not bet unless you meet up with some coincidence.
Love:
Love is smooth and you might get surprising encounters, especially young girls temped in love. Love luck is strong but do not be in a hurry.
Family:
Family is happy, children are smart and there are chances of going overseas. Children will bring good news to the family.

Pig

Career:
Sales have signs of slowly down. You should stay firm on your feet. As long as you do not be greedy or lazy, move slowly and steadily, you should succeed. You should not change your current jobs even though yo umay suffer jeering from your colleagues. You would get recognition from your boss in the following year.
Windfall:
You should not invest in any kind of investment or else you will suffer losses. Born in lunar month of November will have strong wealth luck.
Love:
New couples in love might have chances of separating. Born in 1983, if love has matured, this is a good year to get married.
Family:
Couple will quarrel. Females born in 1959 will have unstable emotional feelings. Born in 1947 must take special care to one's health.

FINALLY FINISHED ~~~~~
believe or not is up to you ;)

anyway i got to stop here soon.. tmr is a war day for me.. muahahahahaha.. sure get bomb by people until very jia lat...

and MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE TO LAUGH AT THIS.. NOOBS KIDS ARE GOING BACK TO SCHOOLS !! WOOOOOOHOOOO !!! NO MORE HOLIDAYS .. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH.. serve them rights. :)
i bet shoe shops, bag shops, books shops sales has increased, and most important salon and barber shops has greatly increased :)
not also forgetting tmr traffic also increased like hell !~
LTA DO SOMETHING , DUMBOS !

muaHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

2008-12-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today is New Years Eve's Eve..

Tmr is the last day of 2008 ! woooooot !
so does the world ends at 2008 ??? or no.. we'll it tmr.. =)

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
wo hai zai xun zhao yi ge yi kao he yi ge yong bao
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
shui ti wo qi dao ti wo fan nao wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao

*幸福开始有预兆缘份让我们慢慢紧靠
xing fu kai shi you yu zhao yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了

ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le wu liao bian de you hua liao you bian hua le

#小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
你不知道你对我多么重要
ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
(你不知道多么重要)
(ni bu zhi dao duo me zhong yao)
有了你生命完整的刚好
you le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao

@小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui le
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
一辈子暖暖的好
yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao
我永远爱你到老
wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
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Other's so-so singers.. :

horrible !!!

good.

kawaiiiiine..

that's all for today.. will post the zodiac thing tmr.. :)

bb

2008-12-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

ohhhhhhhhh money money money.. qian qian qian.. is the most important thing in life =)
DONT YOU AGREE ???

Sometimes i will imagine of me, in a far away place, in a deep forest.. and i shouting "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"..

why do humans has life ??? who created humans ??? where are we going to when we are dead ??? any such things such as reborn ??? any heaven ??? any hell ??? any souls ??? any gods ??? where, why, who ???

life is short.. really short..
my life will be even shorter..

treasure your loves one around you when they are around..
what is yours.. its yours.. what isn't.. it isn't..
you will only see it when you believe it..
when you believe it.. you will see it..

=)

2008-12-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

ooooogggaaaaiiiizzzzuuuumassssuu..

soooooo saddd.. uncle and auntie has went back.. finally after 20+ days.. so sad.. house is so silent and quiet.. without 5 ppl not around.. back to square 1.. me and my bro left.. ~~~
no baby crying.. and no baby to play :(

ooooo noooooo.. its soon 12 am.. and i have not finish my work... i am.. blogging, doing homework.. msn-ing.. sms-ing.. playing mini-game at the same time...
LOL.. typed 11.25 AM.. LOLLLLL.. mixed up man.. i failed at multi task.. ok..

ok finally finished my work.. the time now is 1.30 AM.. by the time i sleep is 2 AM..

good morning xD

2008-12-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

yo,

just a short blog.. ima go iron my hair..
anyway today is so a big busy day.. how i wish i could duplicate myself, copy and paste, so that i can more of me :) , if only ~~~~~ muahahahahahhaa
if only this world isn't a world........
if only humans are not humansss..
if only i had one hundred million..
ifffffff... if only if its not if..

and yea crap.. thanks to my lazy-ness.. i almost tot i lost my phone.. went searching high and low.. and notice that its hidden below my wallet.. didn't even lift up my wallet.. and i went all searching high and low.. im so freaking lazy.. muahahaahhaahahahahaa

anyway long holidays are over.. or should i say year 2008 is over soon in a few days.. can't imagine the fear of 2009.. but something amuse me when i came across some chinese temple calendar.. on the calendar there are 12 zodiac animals.. each page with each animal and some chinese horoscope saying on them..
i flip to the page of cat.. yea im a cat, not tiger ok.. =P

Career: Business is smooth this year and economic is good. There will be a lot of good people supporting you. If one can be accurate and do the work yourself, you will receive attractive bonus. Your position is stable and colleagues are copperative and respectful towards you. You may get a chance to promote or increase in salary.
(muhahaha.. i dont own a business.. so smooth or not dosn't matters me.. and economic too.. yea i also hope that there will be alot of good ppl supporting me.. love it.. and i also must be accurate and DO THE WORK MYSELF, and might recieve attractive bonus.. bonus of few dollars la.. muahahaha.. my position is stable true.. and colleagues are copperative and respectful towards me.. that's bullshit, and i might get a chance to promote or increase in salary, that's even more bullshitting.. )

Windfall: Luck is strong but if one has a dream or coincidence, one may bet on the numbers. However should not be too greedy in stocks or gold investment.
(SWEEE la.. of all i love this one the most.. didn't strike any lottery on year 2008.. but hoping for 2009..and i dont do stocks or gold investments.)

Love: Love is smooth, after challenges and slowly matures. Born in 1986 is a good year to get married. Born in 1974 and are married couple is good year to have children.
(sorry, love dosn't exist in me anymore, and yes im born in 1986, dosn't means all guys got to get married right.. so boring hearing people saying the same thing and same thing again)

Family: Couple relationship are good, children are hardworking, elderly will have happy occasions. Married males must be careful of "Tao Hua".
(sorry again, family dosn't concern me.. and i dont care about any family matters. its all broken.)

muahahaha.. seems like its a good year for me.. i mean for tigers ;D
but so sad.. nothing above is true.. and will never happen..
my year 2009 wish is my Windfall above :)
nothing else.

aw.. gtg.. type till so long.. i hate my hands and fingers..
ja.

2008-12-25T12:57:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

wooooo... merry the christmas, and very the good the morning.. muahahahahahahahhahaha,, so many holidays.. so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, and so fattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, im sorry i've failed.. can't control so sad.. whenever i see food.. i eat.. im really hopeless.. muahahahhaa.. but who cares.. yawnn..

yeaaa.. too lazy to blog here.. so many things to blog.. but when it comes.. i'm type-less.. anyway i put-ed invisible imeem inside.. so should hear some music.. i knw imeem sucksss.. but so sad i only know how to use imeem..

ok im going to stop over here.. merry the christmas everyone. -.-

2008-12-19T23:53:00.003+08:00

ohayo !!

i am very very very very fullll.. damn it, i just can't control on weekends.. i admit i eat like a PIG on weekends.. which is very hopelesss.. damn... and what's even more hopeless.. i just finished

THIS THINGY... omgwthbbq.. fried osyter.. damn yummy.. but damn hopeless for my stomach.. come on jackson.. you need to control yourself over foods.. dont abit then kena hooked by foooooods.. you can do it.. you can do it.. !!

anyway my stomach has a special skill too.. i dont eat and im not hungry.. but also i can eat alot and not easily full.. i can't imagine i really can whack alot in buffet... muahhahahahahhaaa. my fav of all time, CRAB KING.. muaahahahahahahhaa.. loves crabs.. ok (:
but i love abalone more.. they are rare and more expensive.. some look nice, some cute, some fresh.. and the syrup of the abalone taste nice ! YUMMY !!! MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA..

oka gtg go off now.. oh yea and come on to me pls pls pls my baby n97 ~~
yummy.

2008-12-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

muahahahaha.. tmr is Friday.. woo. !~

siannnn cousins get to go theme park tmr.. but i can't.. so siannnn.. so envy of students.. can i return to age 16 pls pls pls lls plslslslspslsslpspslpspllpslpslpslslsllslslplsssss ..

haiz.. AND UHHH.. N97 pls pls pls pls pls pls lps lps i can't wait ~_~

http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_n97-2615.php
http://www.mobile-review.com/review/nokia-n97-en.shtml

ahhhhh.. neverminddeddd.. i'll wait.. anyway can't blog much today.. gtg off now ~

tata.

2008-12-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

heyyyy wthomgbbq macnugget chickenwings.. today is another screwed up night.. slept at 7pm +.. woke up at 10pm.. i super hateeeee.. because i can't sleep now.. haiz.. have to blog, download musics, download games.. and my stupid phone.. it didn't ring till i noticed that its off by itself.. sometimes it do auto shutdown by itself.. what a great phone.. muahahahaha.. buy so long liao still dont obey me.. so bad.. i wanna change my phone again next year may or june.. muahahaha.. since it dosn't obey the master.. i saw N97 announced.. which is another nokia touch screen phone.. like HTC phones.. with QWERTY keypad.. SO nice and SO cool.. im a loyal nokia user, sorry ~, the Nokia N97 JUST rocks.. I CAN"T WAIT TO GET IT.. muahahaa.. its like my dream phone ~ its nokia N series.. and its touch screen-ed and with QWERTY keypad ! AND WHAT"S MORE.. IT COMES WITH A FREAKING 32 GB INTERNAL MEMORY.. which OWNED all phones in this world.. and WHATS EVEN MORE !! YOU CAN INSERT A 16GB microSD !! WHICH IS 32GB + 16GB = TOTAL of 48 GB MEMORY !!! whoa !! a phone with a mini hard-disk.. muahahaha.. i was expecting the camera to be 10 mega pix or at least 8 mega pix.. but sadly its only 5 mega pix.. but nevermind i dont really use camera on phones..

AHHHH.. the feeeling is like as usual that im waiting for this stupid current N96 for near 1 year.. now again back to square one for this N97 it will be released around Q2 of 2009.. which i think is april.. but Nokia always delay.. so i think june or july.. muahahaha.. come to me ba.. baby N97 ~~ so my naughty N96 can retire soon since it dont obey me.. so sad.. yea.. dont know for some reason.. i seem to have some special skill to communicate with computers devices sometimes.. i know what they want.. and how they feel.. sometimes they are scared of me ! muahahahah believe or not up to you !~ that's why my nickname of IG and CG comes from :)

faster la faster la.. year 2009 faster come and june faster.. can't wait for that phone to be out.. can see cannot touch.. but this is non-living thing !! for living things can see cannot touch i dont mind.. but its a phone, can see cannot touch.. that's so sad !! muahahhaa..actually phones are so call "2nd wife" you bring it everywhere you go.. and you sleep with it too.. muahaha.. technologies are so advanc-ed now.. not like last time in secondary schools.. got one nokia 8250.. win liao.. muahahaha.. and in primary schools.. got digimon enough liao.. where got like now.. all psp , nintendo DS.. muahahaha.. and even more childhood time.. playing nintendo games.. and sega games.. trading stickers with neightbours.. where got like now.. PS3.. nintendo Wii.. xBOX.. haiz.. childhood times are still the best, no troubles.. no anything.. only FUN & ENJOYMENT.. and dont need even to worry about money !~

why do humans need to grow up.. and why do all good things comes to an end ~ ?!?..

uuuuhh uhh uhh huuh uhhhh AHH.. i want it .. i want it.. n977777.. im so like a kid.. muahahaha.. no choice that is me, myself, and i.. if i want something.. i make sure i get it..

anyway.. now is freaking 12:40 AM !!.. and so glad im still alive.. muahahaha.. actually i wanna blog more.. but i need go do something liao.. end-ed here.. and of course i will be thinking of my future n97 when im in bed later.. muahahaha..

love you all.

2008-12-16T22:10:00.001+08:00

greetings, yesterday didn't blog with handphone.. chat on phone till fall asleep.. i so long never bloggg.. my house is the very terrible and horrible and the vegetable.. because my uncle & aunties are staying for holidays.. so the house is like super party and super childcare.. got baby got child muahahahaa.. 8 together i think.. luckily this house is big.. living room big like basket ball court.. room so-so only.. but toilet very small.. muahahaha.. it turned into a party house and a arcade house.. got desktop pc.. laptop.. nintendo wii.. psp !! welcome to the world of arcade =)

was pretty sick.. but now feeling better.. i think Sunday drank too much.. 1 bottle of whole garden.. i mean hoegaarden.. i failed.. muahahahaa.. its the same old problem again.. damn frens overseas so good life.. leave me alone.. that i dont have anywhere to go with.. so had no choice called my best bro to go with me.. i always wonder what's the point of living in this world, to love ?? to create problems ?? to suffer ?? or what.. i really dont understand.. people do have big dreams.. people do have happy lifes but i dont.. not i dont want.. its i can't have them.. i dont have a long living life i know.. due to my heart condition, im envy that normal average people can live up to 80 years old.. but for my case i know i can't.. i will be the happiest man in this world if i can live up to 40 years old.. that's why i always envy people.. im borned in this way.. and i live in this way.. i dont know when i will leave this world.. i really dont know.. when this matter comes up on my mind.. i am very scared.. i really do.. because i will lost my loved ones around me.. and they dont wish to lose me too.. sorry bro as you know me well.. i dont voice out things in my heart.. please let me keep them inside my heart.. because i dont wanna "lian lei" all of you.. i know my life is born like this.. there's nothing i can change or to excuse it.. if its like this.. then let it be.. if its fate then let it be as i always believed in fate..

i found my life meaningful each day as i stepped on the bright light side of my life.. i would say those dark side of my life in the past is stupid and is waste of time.. i will continue to change my life even more better as promised.. i dont wanna think about the past.. i will let my past people forget about me or dont even know me.. i will and i believe it and i will see it as im seeing some improvements on me.. im glad i've change alot in outlook.. people can't recognize me when they see me.. i also feel good that people said im good, i study alot, im a nerd, and those guai guai things.. this has proven alot.. and im very happy =)

since past few years i had simple lifes onwards.. this simple life will carry on till the day i leave this world..i already said i dont aim big.. i dont think big.. i dont and i will never.. go on saying im stupid or stubborn or useless as im already immune to it.. just let me live in this way as i have one short life.. after this life.. i dont know where will i be going to.. i really dont know.. let me carry on living happily for the next half of my life.. yes i dont have full life.. i only have half-life.. but i dont play half-life or half-life 2.. muahahahaha.. =)

i guess this is life.. no body will have perfect life.. life is always full of troubles and blah blah blah blah blah.. that's why we have lifes :)

and also not forgetting nub and the kid.. muahahahaha.. brush up your outlooks and ur nihonjin language.. who knows.. one day our small dream will come true.. definitely we will migrate there if possible ~ if not.. we'll go there for a short trip ! we are fated to be together and always be 4 ever !! and not left 4 dead.. muAhHAhAHAha.. uh.. sorry kid.. so many days never play left 4 dead.. im using laptop .. which dosn't have the game installed.. so STOP CALLING ME TO PLAY PLAY PLAY.. my room is surrendered to my uncle and auntie.. so uh.. sadded.. go toilet also must go outside kitchen toilet WHICH IS VERY DIRTY and not used to it.. muahahahahaa..

ok anyway gtg now.. will stop here.. baby cousin is so cute.. =D
so fun when 4 years old.. muahahahaha..

jamatane~

2008-12-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

yo !!!

haiz.. so many things to blog.. but now when typing.. dont have anything..
ok.. will edit this post when im free.. or im in bed..

=)

2008-12-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

yoroshi !

Muhahahaha im using my phone to blog.. im too lazy and tired to on my comp and blog.. Tat's why im lying down and blogging ! and my mood is super happy !

I got off today.. But more tired then working.. Rather not off.. lol.. Work up in the morning at 6.15am.. Then prepared to set off at 7am.. Reach ICA to collect my renewed passport.. So many ppl as usual all mostly little kids.. Going for christmas holiday i think.. I also want leh.. But not fated to.. Then Waited almost 1hr for the queue to reach me.. I didnt know can book appointment.. So can be faster.. But nvm.. The lady whom is serving me said tat im not the owner of the passport.. She couldnt believe i change so much.. Muhahaha.. In the end my thumb print matches.. Haha.. Im the owner ok..

Next went to meet my long lost NS fren, jon, at aljunid.. He couldnt reconise me too until i called him.. Muhahaha.. It was so funny.. He did slim down alot.. And said i did put on weight alot too.. damn.. So we make our way to our camp.. God was suprise tat it changed alot.. More like a camp.. We were walking like big.. And to the pass office.. They asked us why come in here.. We said visiting.. They tot tat we are new enlistee.. So show us some attitude.. Nvm.. We took out our 11B also known as NS ic.. Then our status is NSmen.. Tat mean we are no longer in SAF.. We are civilian ! And civilian is bigger then SAF ! So they got to respect us ok.. Even the highest rank in SAF also must respect.. muhahaha.. then they lan lan let us in lo.. So sad.. Haha.. We went to our office and places around to visit our madams and sir.. Im so happy they could not reconise me at all.. Because of my looks i think.. Muhahahaha.. Said i look like some rock band player.. Some said tat i look like japanese which im most happy.. Muhahaha.. I dun wanna look like sg fucks.. Such a noob country.. Next thing i will do is to master japanese language.. And then i can be 10/10 japanese.. Now only 2/10 lo.. So sad.. I still remember some weeks ago ppl surveying asked me tat if im local.. I told the girl nope.. But in the end she knows im local.. Because i used la lor ok lor and all shit !! Tat was so sad..
Ok back to camp.. The only thing tat makes me unhappy is they said i've put on weight.. And i really do. Haiz.. So sad ok.. How not to eat.. At home noting to eat.. Outside with fren eat alot.. Buffet and buffet and unlimited foods.. In work also sometime forced to eat.. And i like eating so much.. So didnt want to slim down..somemore today is the right time to visit camp.. As there are birthday party going on.. So we are dragged in to celebrate and to EAT ! see now how to siam from eating !? And i miss the french fries down there.. Haha so huai nian those NS days.. Those tortured days.. Those chao keng days.. Those stupid days.. We left at 4pm.. Walking to the bus stop remind us of the days we used to walk very fast down the corridoors.. Some even break the rule by crossing the road which is an offence.. We all do this because we want to catch the so call first on time bus.. So tat there ant many ppl and no traffic jams.. muhahaha.. Sound stupid yea..
Time flies very fast.. I've ORD-ed for like near 3 years.. And the feeling is like only 3 months.. But nvm.. Ppl will think tat i've not finished my NS yet.. because of my look :) tat means i look young ok.. and i know i have a baby face.. and yea jane you call me tat.. So this is the prove.. I admit ok by blogging.. Too sad if you dont see it baby girl girl.. Always like to cry Muhahaha..

Ok lets cont. after camp visit wanted to go cdc the driving centre.. But noticed tat i left only $20 in my wallet.. And im going to survive with tat $20 after christmas ! Tat was like oh my god.. Haiz, after that.. went to his house to setup his router for security internet.. after that.. bus back to hougang..

i think i stop here.. Using phone to type is so hard..

99

2008-12-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

yoroshiku !

many days no posts, sat & sun is busy day..
no time to go online.. lol..
did alot of things.. windows shoppings, go rob things..
rob here rob there.. LOL..
so tired.. and my cousins and uncle and auntie all come my house stay..
so i had to give up my room .. muahahaha.. i sleep in toilet ok..

xD

nah.. LOL.. baby is so cute.. xD
she likes to colour colour.. a paper and pencil and get her busy the whole day !

and oh god .. i've ran out of money.. my bank left $2 .....
my wallet inside left $40... sian.....

really no money lo.. but i have a special skill that is have infinity money..
dont ask me how.. unless you are me.. muahahahaha..

i can rob the bank as i like =)
like i robbed bank very frequently..
my job is to rob bank to have money..
very simple.. 99.99% of human can't do that..
only god like me can .. ok
so dont learn me.. =)

muahhahahaa.. anyway i'll stop here.. tmr need roam alot of places..
ica to have my renewed passport..
then to meet bro jon to go to camp... muahahaha..
i have ORD for near 2 years + i think..
have not gone back to camp even once..
haiz.. after camp visit.. i'll go take my driving basic test date
and then to my part time job :)
as a computer tech.. go to sim lim walk walk
then provide support for router and modems and computer.
sorry i dont charge any cost its F.O.C =)
so if your computer happen to error or spoil spoil
dont hesitate to call me if you trust me ..
i repeat again.. IF YOU ONLY TRUST ME.. :)
if u dont.. go find professional :)

thanks to my supervisor that gave me off.. so i can do all my things..
my off is not to rest.. but to even have more stress.. muahahahahahaha..
i've only taken 1 day leave only.. and no off, no mc for my work..
want to know why??? i'll let you all know another day..
its in my personal blog.. now i too lazy to logout and login and copy and paste..
so i gtg now..muahahaha..

GOOD BYE..

2008-12-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

domo disu disu, disu disu,

私は退屈だ, 退屈な, 退屈な , 退屈な, 退屈な, 退屈な, 退屈な,
人生isは本当につまらない

LOL.. hope i use the correct verbs..
meaning is
i am bored.. bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored,
life is sooooo boringgggggggggg...

but direct translation.. if a japanese sees this.. they will laugh ok.. muahahahahaa..
i want to learn japanese but lazy.. i would take up to 5 years to learn it ... too slowwww..

anyway.. i've deleted some useless posts.. LOL.. i didn't mean it.. just that got pissed off.. please take note that.. whatever i blog.. is UN-SERIOUS. thank you !!

and also i mentioned that i want to change my job.. yea.. please note that I WILL ONLY change my current job IF the new job offers me 8k per month.. and 3 working day per week.. 2 hours a day.. and no physical jobs.. prefer those that can sleep when working.. if not i'll not change my job ok.. thanks !~ anyone wanna hire me.. please feel very free to contact me ok.. i will work very hard..

for your info in my personal blog.. i love my current job.. just that i dont like some stupid customers that makes me so pissed off.. for no reason get scolded and its not my fault ok.. i dont like strangers to scold me for nothing and not my fault ok.. they all can go to hell and die !
i hate it i hate it i hate it to the extremely max to the core !!
(Copied from personal blog and edited on 041208)

anyway.. here's a nice song to share again .. :)
陽光．雨.mp3

and here's the cut-ed chorus part:
陽光．雨 (Yang Kwang, Yu) Chorus.mp3

enjoy it.. !

and now its my pig time.
today i very good boy ok.. i sleep before 11pm..

ja mata ne
さようなら~

2008-12-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

ohayo !!

we meet again.. muahahahahahahhaa.. anyway happy 200 post.. means i've been blogging for 200 days i think.. anyway something is very fishy.. LOL.. when i started my blog.. only a few people view.. but i recently noticed that some users view my blog everyday.. muahahahaha..i wonder who is so free !?!??? muahahahhahaa.. you dont have to hide.. i know who and who.. muahahaha.. remember im not a computer noob !~ muahahhahahahaa.. its SO FUNNY !!!

i'll do a simple test to find out who viewed my blog:
i'll use 7 letters, stands for average of 7 daily people who viewed my blog.
The 7 letters are :

N L T S E R A

see those 7 letters ?.. if your FULL NAME has one of the letter among the 7 letters.. you are one of them :) !!!!!

muahahahahahahahahaa.. see i caught you, how expert i am !

and !! also.. if you dont want me to know you are the one.. see the CHATBOX on your left ?? just type in your FULL NAME and leave a message there and click GO! .. and i wont know you viewed my blog..

muahahhahahahahaha, its so SIMPLE.. ok anyway enough of views.. i've updated my friendster.. feel free to add me at ong_chee_seng_sg@hotmail.com !

and before i go.. i've to announce something very important here that concerns my life..
that is..

(scroll down)...

i

am

going

to

sleep !

2008-12-02T20:32:00.002+08:00

yo ! ro ! shi ! ku !

Hi!!!!

just back from workkk.. actually after dinner.. saw my fren at kovan coffee shop.. so joined in for dinner..

then came back home luh.. so boring luh.. luh.. luh.. luh..
what is luh.. i also dont know.. so dont ask me ok..

and !!!!!!! SO FAST its December.. oh my god.. i didnt' notice it was december until my rapidshare acc expired.. so i renewed another 3 more months.. that would be MARCH 09.. time flies so fast.. muahahaha and less then 25 days to christmass.. and after christmas.. near 1 month to CHINESE NEW YEAR.. woooohoooooooo..

as fast as a .........
and hey.. i got something to tell you..

scroll downnnn....

bye !
sayoooonara!

2008-12-01T21:30:00.004+08:00

yoroshiku.. tamae kayo tamae !

finally back from my trip.. yessss.. i finally robbed the bank.. and to expo to try to plant a bomb.. last Saturday but failed.. so nevermind.. i went to hide for 1 day just to prevent police catching me !..
muahahahahaa.. it was so funnnn...... so i was back to singapore at sunday night time..
so boring.. because monday is a freaking working day..
haiz.

yawnnnn.. im so bored.. 4 of my best frens went overseas.. and left me alone.. isn't that sad ??... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..

yawn yawn yawn yawn gawn qawn gawn pawn gawn yawn bawn cawn dawn eawenlwjsfsldjflkeisjdf89ur98
Udlihatemyslefahihatemjyslefh
ihatemyselfhihatemyslef

=)
that shows how boring i am..

=)

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i'll tell you a secret..

scroll downnnn..

bye !

2008-11-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

oh suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
supper just sucks..

lol
anyway got to sleep early today..

tmr needa go rob bank.. then go photo shop to take my criminal photo after that go s'pore expo.. then go back.. buy horse to run..

anyway shimbashi soba is a rip off so expensive.. 3 dine in for near $150 net..
i still prefer my fav buffet restuarant at suntec kuishin-bo.. Dong dong dong! 123! We are, Kuishinbo!

muahahahaha
xD

sleep liao..
buai.

2008-11-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

heyo..

IT Fare is here again !

now SITEX for the year end..
grab all electronics @ cheap price today ~

Details:

27(Thursday) to 30(Sunday) of November 2008
Singapore Expo (NOT SUNTEC !!)
Halls 5 & 6, Atrium 5 & Foyer 2
11am to 9pm daily
and of course FREE ADMISSION but items are not free.

i will go down this sat. but nothing to get.. just walk walk..
i want to buy a new personsal computer.. so that only myself
will be using the computer.. without anyone..
but no money..
sad..

needa go UOB this sat to rob bank.. wish me luck..
=l

2008-11-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hi !
long time no see !

well busy busy busy and tired.. so lazy and tired to get online.. but nevermind.. today is Tuesday.. yea i think so.. and tmr is Wednesday xD

so... nth happen much today.. i went out.. sit sit talk talk.. then went haircut..
then come back home liao.. muahahahaha..
and yea.. i love to take pictures when i have my hair cut-ed.. lmao :)

pictures are taken in my room xD

heh i look so secrious.. i mean serious.. o.o
well, i am awalys serious xD
ITS TRUE OK.. ?!?!?
yap
it
is
TRUE.
never
ever
blufffff
yuuuuuuuuu.
ROAR.

and also i look blur too.. as usual..
yap i mean BLUR..
yes
yes
yes
i admit
i
am
super
blur
oooooo.oooooo

hey guess whose behind me xD

its..
..
.

hahahahaa.. my lil bro..
yea..
playing
lappy
behind
me
on
his
bed..
he knows im aiming him xD
so he HIDE-ed.

so enough of serious and blur face.. !!
scukssssssssssssssss

smiling is better then serious or blur xD
as you can see my lil bro is disturbing
sorry he dosn't wants to take anny picturesss.. hahahaha

well'' that's all i can show.. haahaaha.. i got to get some sleep now.. so shack-ed..
i miss my bed..
now im going to it..
yea
right
now.

xD

99.

2008-11-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

oh.. so many days no post xD
so tired.. lollllllllllllll..
and nothing much to post ok..
anyway 2 more days to left 4 dead xD

finally a new game to play !

also Legendary xD
testing taste no harm xD

and Happy Holidays to kids !

2008-11-12T00:25:00.001+08:00

oh man crap.. i can't sleep..
because i just woke up..

i slept at 8pm...... wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

torn night again..
stupid !!

AHHHHHHHH.

2008-11-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

uh.. i didn't post for years again !
nevermind..
muahahaha..

time flies so fast.. saturday.. sunday.. and tmr is Tuesday..
omg.. man..
actually also nothing to post..
if got something i will write long long story again.. muahahaha..
well i think my voice sucks LOL.. all because of someone.. my voice breaked and cracked.. all the way from level 100 to level 1.. so pooooor thing =(
i wish to gain back my voice again in the past.. but that's impossible..
that's why i am not cheerful as before..
its kinda a sad thing.. god always take something away from me..
im here in this world to suffer only.. nothing else right??
happy also past one day.. sad also past one day..
i think i rather be FAKE happy ba..
happinesss is not for me..
there is happiness for me but a fake one.. which i've been gone tru all these years.
i've a weak problematic heart already.. i can't do things that most people can do.. im weak.. haiz..
well, nevermind.. as i've said.. i have 3 different lifes.. each different personalities.. at home 1 life.. outside 1 life.. at work another life.. i think i have 3 soul in my body.. i just feel so awsome and so great.. people do have 1 life and 1 soul only.. but i've 3 soul.. amazing isn't it.. i wonder how the hell i could merge 3 soul into 1 body.. which i think its impossible..

i think i've got to sign off here.. i just dont wanna stare at computer after work where i've already stare-ed the whole day in my work everyday..

ok i guess i'll stop here..
gotta go out..
=D

Cheers !

2008-11-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

arh.. have nothing to post..

tmr then talk

2008-11-05T23:45:00.001+08:00

HEY, im seriously tired.. tired of life and humans..
i really dont get it..
human are here in this stupid world to suffer..
they are so many problems..

God, you have already taken away many things from me.. take bit by bit.. why dont you take away my whole life.. im ready to leave this world anytime.. i know i've done alot of bad things in my life in the past.. but i've try my best to change since past few years.. and yet life is so boring.. and it SUCKS..

or else please grant my wish..? put me alone in some far places.. where no one is disturbing me.. no one at all.. i prefer to live happily alone in a corner.. rather then communicating with humans.. i dont belong to human race am i ??

What i want.. you took away.. what i dont want.. you "tiao kang" give me, should i say life sucks.. or im so fucking suay..

I seriously think im suay.
kan pua suay.

I wish i could sleep forever.
no troubles, no suffering anymore..

haiz.
maybe i should stop thinking nagative.. look on the bright side of my life.. and one day i'll find life meaningful again..

MAYBE ?

I HOPE.
and i really want.

2008-11-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

uh wth... i slept till now.. suppose to meet someone and my phone just ring non stop.. and i couldn't care.. lol.. SORRY.. im too tired.. hate TUESDAY ok..

i hate sleeping because i miss time.. yet i love sleeping..

anyway.. gtg bath and talk cock sing song downstair 11pm

ja.

2008-11-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

uh,.. i didn't know i just blogged for 1 year + .. HAAAAHA..
feel llike changing my public blog skin.. but once again im so lazy to research and code them..
so i guess nahhhhhhhhhhh.. and yet.. my throat is so F***KING PAIN..

last 2 days got toothace.. together with throat pain..
drink water also so PAIN..
but i didn't care.. LOL
eat french fries.. eat potatoe chips.. chicken cutlet..
MUAHAHHAHAHA..

so do you think i give a damn about my life ??
LOL..

anyway.. NUBKID is back from France eh??
how is france girls ?? MUAHAHHAA..
WHY DIDN"T you BRING SOME BACK xD
let's wait for next mid year or next next year
for our japan trip together with our werewolf leader
and other party members too..
i hope myself if i get rich SOMEHOW..
i'll 100% migrate to Japan.. leave this noob fucking useless
country.. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA
in my dreams i think xD

who knows.. i might get rich.. someday..
or i might die a minute from now..
well you dont know.. xD

anyway siang.. jy for your princess
muahahahahaha..
didnt' know you have same great taste as me
know why?? coz we are born in the same date, same month.. different year.. muahahahaha..
you look like one of duplicated me..
MUHAHAHAHAHA.. dont learn too much dirty things from me.. too much will cause HARMFUL TO YOUR LIFE.. SERIOUSLY !
anyway im teaching you how to level up more and go further.. muahaha.. DONT SHORTCUT.. if not.. SHE WILL RUN AWAY .. MUAHAHHAA..

anyway my mood is so good today.. muahahha.. i DONT KNOW WHY.. and its MONDAY.. shouldn't be Monday always blue? oh well.. i hate tuesday and thursday..
love wednesday, friday, saturday, sunday and my birthday :)
I just dont know why.. my mood is getting better better now adays.. In work.. i work fast and efficient ok.. have the mood to work.. muahahaha.. when outside.. i have full enjoy mode.. only EXCEPT at home.. HOME SUCKS MAN.. see my idiot family members makes me even more sian.. every day i wish weekends can come soon.. so i stay outside.. i rather spend my whole fking time in work.. or slacking outside ppl house than at my stupid home.. i dont have anything at home.. only a room for me.. and my lil brother.. the rest are idiots.. that's all..
it only flames me when talking about family.. im so fucking envy people with good family relationship.. haizz..

anyway i've gotta shop now for today.. and i mean stop..
gotta do something.. and then to dreamland !
ja.

2008-11-02T04:15:00.003+08:00

yooo.. tamae kayo tamae eh..
i just bathe.. SO Cold..
and i am the too tired to post anything now..
sorry.. muahahahahahaha

小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're your most beautiful, memorable features
我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
Every night, I can't sleep... I keep thinking of your smile
你不知道你對我多麼重要
Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
You don't know how important you are to me
有了你生命完整的剛好
You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao
With you, my life is complete

小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

tata.

2008-10-31T21:47:00.001+08:00

hey actually today nothing to post..
have toothace.. ARGH..
tmr have to work..
SIAN..
must shift everything to late afternoon..
fucked up ok..
hate fall 2008 !

2008-10-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

There is it again, time flies..
today will be sharing some song ..

from JJ Lin latest album.. Sixology
i only liked 2 songs from it..

03) 小酒窩 (featuring 蔡卓妍)
07) Always Online

also created the
Chorus version for 03) 小酒窩 Chorus
as its a very nice song to me xD
(and someone will know what i going to do xD, better practice now)
muahahahahaa,,

always liked JJ Lin songs xD
better then gay chou better alot..
muhahahaha..

Hope you enjoyed them !
xD

2008-10-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

I dont seriously understand human..
HUMAN just simply can't get TOGETHER.

fucking idiot.. take people's thing dont know how to say or even leave a note..
just take and go..

this is fucking STEALING ok.

piang.. fking family can sucks too ..
AND I MEAN SERIOUSLY SUCK..

FROM the day i live in this noob world till now.. it has been 22 fucking years..
and yet im still having family problems.. fuck..

its the worst fucking problem in my life man.. fuck my family ok..
FUCK YOU ALL UNDERSTAND.

and also.. im NOT the fucking owner of this house.. dont fucking expect me to pay all house utilities bills, and give fucking idiot excuses, as if im not paying a single thing.. AND REMEMBER IM NOT EARNING FUCKING $10K PER MONTH.

fucking pissed off.
HOME is only a place for me to SLEEP.
nothing else.

2008-10-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

yawn yawn..

nothing to post again...
wtf is happening to this world..
LOL..
anyway now adays technology is so advanced..
you can do anything from it or gain it..
whatever ok..

im going to watch some show..
and then sleep xD

2008-10-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

Dead Space Trialer xD

ok so just view the trialer.. nice music..
twinkle twinkle little stars !
what's so scary ! ?

.. finished viewing ??
hmm not scary ?? or did you get scared ?
if even this trialer can scare you..
imagine if you play in the game..
hahahahahahahhahahaha..

ok anyway.. i didn't finished the game yet..
so creepy and scary for the PC version..
everytime i hear those music.. i will switch off my sound..
the sound is just too irratating man.. suddenly will go high pitch shouting voice.. ect..
muahahahahhahaahahaha.. its scary because some need to sit infront of your computer !
well for the consoles version they can sit far behind..
so they are not REALLLY THAT SCARED..

let's see how gamers says about this game : -

My Say :
"hmm this game has a noob game title named "Dead Space" this will make the game very unpopular.. and people will thinks that this is an noob game and forget about it.. this was my first though..
well this game is great.. the only bad about this game is that.. where ever you go.. u will be in the space.. there's no grass.. no house.. blah blah.. and stuffs like that.. everywhere you are in SPACE.. so its called DEAD SPACE or SPACE OF THE DEAD.. or DEAD OF THE SPACE.. or whatever haha.. so basically the game title suits the game. another bad about the game is that.. there is NO MULTIPLAYER.. if they could add in multiplayer.. to be played together.. that will be ownage ! share the scare among your friends ! but sadly.. NOT FOR DEAD SPACE !
- ok let's go to the game play.. well the game play is not first person shooting game.. its 3rd person.. meaning its not like counter strike style.. its like resident evil style ? you can look at your character at left bottom side of the game.. that's 3rd person gameplay !
- ok let's go into the deep gameplay of the game.. so is it really scary ?? all i can tell you its a YES.. looking at those bloods.. it looks so real.. and blood spraying all over the floor.. GIRLS or KIDS will find it SUPER DISGUSTING.. and will go EEEEy.. YUCKSS.. what's more?? the sound producer and animation producer works together.. its the sound which makes you so scared.. together with the animation that's DOULBE SCARED OWNAGE..
i came across like.. alien is on the floor.. i find it weird.. i didn't remember i shoot this alien dead before on this spot.. how did it DIE?? when i walk near to it.. IT SUDDENLY FREAKING JUMP UP INFRONT OF ME.. i was like WHOAA.. and i jumped in real life too.. almost fell off the chair..
there's another one .. was going to take health packs.. or items from a wall which is located near some windows.. suddenly a small alien jump out of the glass.. breaked the glass.. and jumped on my head.. scary as hell.. i jumped in real life too AGAIN.. and i had to kill it fast..before it sucked my life !.. and there are lots more of scare factors !.. this game is unpredictable too..
sometimes.. you tought there are monsters around you.. where you are in a quiet place or what.. suddenly the creepy music just start.. and you THINK there were monster.. but .. NOPE.. no monster at all..
sometimes you meet your allies in the game play.. you tought you were safe.. BUT NOPE.. THEY TURN TO ALIENS AND KILL YOU.. MUAHAHHAA..
- another thing that amuse me is all the death sence.. so what is it?? when you are going to die.. and you encounter some aliens.. they wont hit you and your life ends.. and gameover.. they will show you your dead sence.. ect.. suck your brains out.. and you could really see.. and LOTS of blood.. they tear your body.. your legs apart.. and full of blood on your screen.. and MUCH MORE DEAD SENCE before they show you gameover !
everything is so hard to predict..
so you THINK there are aliens.. ??? NO ! they aren't any.. !
so you THINK THEY ARE NO ALIEN and you are SAFE ?? NOPE.. THEY ARE ABOVE U !!!
This makes the game so good that everyone got scared at least few times.. you seriously need GUTS to play this game.. of course you have to turn on your sounds. xD
without sounds.. its not fun.. and YOU ARE HUM JI !! LOL..
seriously this game is worth buying.. and i never regret about it..
This game can seriously TRAIN your guts.. Gamers should really buy this game.. because this game just beats those normal FPS shooting games.. like far cry 2.. call of duty series.. and so on.. where you have to complete mission by mission.. its so boring now !
try sometime creepy and scary as hell game like Dead Space !

Others :
"I was playing this alone, in the dark, and I have to say I jumped more than a few times. Scary as hell but also extremely fun!"

"Any time you had to face off against the regenerator was scary as hell and very tense. That monster would crawl into the walls, and pop up right behind you just when you thought you were safe behind a closed door."

2008-10-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

so boring xD

sometimes im wondering.. what is this world...
what you want.. you dont get..
what you dont want or hate.. it will always appear infront of you..

why is it like that..
be it be relationship or money or whatever ..

Life SOMETIMES just sucks ok on tis..

anyway.. today is Sunday.. tmr holiday xD
most of the time slack at home for this week..
no money to go out.. =(
downloaded some games..
Far Cry 2 scuks man.. or i dont even know how to play..
sucking programmers.. make the game so lag..

another game which is Dead Space.. WOOT !!
this games seriously own man...
this is the only game.. i play till i really jumped..
so fking creepy and scary i should say.
cb monster lie on floor act dead.. when walk near
it suddenly wake up and jump up..
i also jumped up.. tio chua.. knn smashed it heads
LOL..
few more jump out from the windows right infront of the character face..
so fking creepy..

for this game the programmers are better.. i play the game.. with no lags..
very good game overall.. i see the video of the game in youtube..
it was not scary.. but if you play it yourself.. its so fking creepy and scary..
dude should try it out !
MAX YOUR SURROUND VOLUME,
AND PLAY !

WOOOT !

2008-10-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

uh yea.. hell. haven posted for ages.....
too lazy for this public blog.. ahhaahhahaa all wrote on my personal blog..
so what is there any thing else to post.. hmmmmmmmmmm..

nothing actually..

when i think of something to post then i post xD
too tired to think of anything now..

bed time is the best xD

2008-10-17T09:47:00.004+08:00

AGRUSHI !

FRIDAY !! xD

oh yea anyway.. sorry siang, my online little brother, happy birthday to you too.. hahahahaa.. you have the same birthdate as me ! wahahaa.. anyway sorry for yesterday T_T

can't play games with you.. coz i need to do something else.. sorry sorry. !

2008-10-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yo,

finally got some time to come online an dlog, i mean blog..
oh yea.. and anyway thx kid for that pa pa pa and man ka yew oil :)
never die before eh.. later internet god cut ur internet :)
u GG.

time flies.. yet im already 22 years old.. that's freaking old man..
anyway.. new age.. new wishlist too.. looking back at my previous year wish lists.. i find it too dumb.. so simply ignore it xD

yea.. im so motivated in something..
guess what is it xD

tell you tmr =P

2008-10-15T23:29:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey !

THANKS for all the treats, suprises !, presents, sabos, ulimited greetings, and hand-made cards !
i'll never forget :)

AND thanks for turning me into a pig.. ftw !!

lets see.. 2 cakes
speghetti
lots of tidbits
1 buffet
pratas..
KFC..

omg.. LOL

yay and of course not forgetting all the celebrations :D

PIZZA HUT
office celebrations xD
K-BoX
SPEGHETTI
KUISHIN-BO BUFFET
KFC
AND MORE..

let's see.. 14 October woke up abit early yay ?..
went to work as usual.. haha.. start working and than something is fishy from my supervisor and so on.. i tot they going to sabo me.. but did not.. muahahaha.. anyway they ALL dont know how to ACT or give suprises.. i knew it something will happen.. muahahaa.. then went to pizza hut.. 1st time in history.. all go eat xD , after that.. something is fishy liao.. and that's my 1st cake on that day.. muahahahaa.. although its VERY FUNNY.. but then im abit touched.. xD
thanks to all who throw in the idea.. although none of them know my blog xD
but hey.. u guys forget 1 thing.. ask me to pick 4D for u all .. MUAHHAHAA..
Missed xD ... next year ba.. muahahahahaaha..

anyway after work.. went to SOMEBODY else house.. for specially MADE SPEGHETTI woohoo.. i didn't know she can cook.. muahahaha.. anyway promised long ago.. so i had to delayed the kbox and went to eat speghetti.. sorry LONG-GE-GE.., =P , after finishing that special made speghetti.. anyway it taste OK only.. (: need some improvements la.. MUAHAHAHA.. dont bite me hor.. then went down to kbox.. and best la u all.. best torture in my life man.. fuck i didn't think of this stupid sabo.. although i say cannot touch me 1 hair.. cannot hit me.. cannot punch me.. cannot sabo me.. u guys clever HUH?? fking WEN LONG.. nice idea u come out with.. ask me to sing 22 songs on my 22nd birthday.. u all good.. i bet you sing 20 songs on ur birthday too.. anyway next year i will becareful.. NO SINGING TOO.. muahahahaha.. ok so i sang not reallly 22 songs.. but i sang the most i think with jane and karen and the noob wen long. muahahahaaa.. anyway we happily went home around 4am ++ i reached home about 5am.. omfg.. i was so TIRED.. coming to 24hrs !.. reach home i bathe and energy recharged.. can't believe i still can play MSN till 7am in the morning.. then so shack.. i went to bed and straight enter dreamland..

wake up at 10am.. yea 10am.. i slept for 2hrs ++ muahaha.. eat pratas and get ready to go to cityhall with nub they all.. to eat my favourite buffett restuarant KUISHIN-BO KUISHIN-BO KUISHIN-BO KUISHIN-BO xD
now our level more and more higher.. whack like siao.. i almost vomitted.. and i mean ALMOST.. eat till so fucking full yea.. and remember im always the crab king champion MUAHAHAHA..
then finished.. as usual went roaming.. after that went back home around 6pm..

i can't believe it.. i still need to eat with my family members.. and KFC.. wtf.. im like so fucking full.. still wanna eat.. in the end i eat 2 chickens 1 cheese fries..

and no hope la.. eat so much fking thing,
so i say.. thanks to u ALL for turning me to a fucking pig..
MUAHHAHAHAHAA
FUCKING PIG !
nice name xD

anyway ok la.. sleep time lo.. tmr work again.. siannnn...

:D

2008-10-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Life Is Full of Possibilities, stories, uncertainly, choices, wonders, superprises, misery, loneliness, suffering, pain, miracle, weary, crap, problems.. and MORE..

well, that's life xD

remember,, if you fail something in your life.. never give up.. stand up and try again.. the overall result might not you want.. but at least you achive the thing you want xD

try to shoot for the moon, even you fail, u will lang among of the stars

If you believe it you will see it.

xD

hey hey .. 2 more days to my birthday xD

2008-10-10T11:31:00.003+08:00

ok anyway.. yesterday day the game sucks..
what brothers in arms hell's highway
i think it should be noobs in hell's noway..
hahhaa..
was expecting to be better.. but no !
WASTE OF TIME okay can..
guess have to wait for Legendary or Left 4 Dead
xD

today i got breakfast to eat xD
mee sua with egg !
my chinese birthday today ok xD

ok cut off here..

2008-10-09T23:27:00.001+08:00

yay yay yay
i got a new pc game to play
brothers in arm hell's high way !

2008-10-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

hi guys..

i dont know what to blog about..
sometimes i clicked back on my older blogs..
i find it so childish.. hhahhaahaha..
but who cares.. this is my public blog..
i can any how type and any how hum dam here..
well i have 2 blogs.. 1 personal and 1 public
this blog you see here is PUBLIC !
horray !!

NOPE, you dont get to see my personal blog..
because i write everything i do inside..
hahahaha.. so better than nothing
public is good enough ok..
hahahahahahhahahahahaa.

anyways.. today is Wednesday !
and i noticed that the weather has becoming
colder and colder each day..
this means Christmas is coming soon :)
real soon.. hahahaa.. and i love this kind of weather yea..
so uh.. let's enjoy the weather ^^

ja mata ne.
i have to go off to sleep !
9s.

2008-10-07T10:38:00.002+08:00

I didn't blog yesterday.. went to sleep at 7pm +..
so tired..
went home, bath, play psp on my bed..
then when i woke up.. already 4am ++..
than i turn off my psp..
went to sleep for another 4 more hours..

8am today woke up ^^
i feel so fresh and energetic..

went to work.. i dont get Singaporeans.. how i wish one of my dream will come true soon one day.. that is to migrate out of this noob stupid country, i simple just dont like this country.. people here really do sucks.. think they pro.. or rich.. or high.. or what.. can do this can do that.. noobs i will say.. 1 word 4 letters to them " SUCK "
and finally 2 words, 7 letters, 1 space "FUCK OFF".

yea continue.. went to work take SBS bus.. i see btm floor all flood with noobs.. i tried to squeeze in.. go to the upper deck.. hell.. it was not full.. full of space only.. dont understand why those noobs at btm.. as if on top got monster or virus.. nvm.. i went up to find place..

not long after journey.. another few noob kids came up.. and those kids i mean was around secondary schools.. come up .. kpkb.. like they own this bus.. or their father is nathan.. talk talk talk talk non stop.. they fuck here fuck there.. knn cb here knn cb there in public.. say so loud.. as if they are son of gods.. go home sleep with your mother ok.. i would say noobs..

so fucking irratating ok.. if only if i can have spells/magic in this world.. i would trash them to level 18 hell straight away. NO MERCY.

anyway enough of country/kids thingy.. everytime i think about it.. i get so @*#$*@**#$.

What i know is this country/kids seriously lack of discipline.
its either this country/kids has problems.. or i am the only having the problems..
if its me.. then let me die.. god pls take me away NOW, or death god write my name plz.

:)

2008-10-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

Yo, tamae kayo tamae..

i just bought keyboard back

:)

Razer Lycosa

W A S D backlight and nightlight

light and dark mode :)

that's all for today kids ^^
GOODBYE

2008-10-03T10:45:00.002+08:00

ok hello !

hahahhaahaha..

telll you a secret about gaming,,
i think im addicted to FPS games again..
yesterday i went download Steam Powered client..
play CS till very song.. hahaha, PIANG PIANG PIANG..
those years.. brings back my old memories.. CS CS CS
been so many years.. 6 years i guess :)

im sick of leveling games lyk maple T_T

waiting for a FPS game "Legendary" .. sounds good and
seems nice.. hahahahahaa

anyway good byes
needa work
xD

2008-10-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

hey hey.,. Hari Raya Puasa to all !

enjoy the short holiday !

:)

2008-09-29T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hi !

So tired after a whole day outing last Saturday..
today woke up at 6am.. so early..

keep falling asleep in work..
that's why i came back early to blog early too xD

anyway.. nothing much to blog too..
tmr going ktv..
wednesday is a public holiday..
Thursday need to work..
Friday need to work..
Saturday party day..
Sunday rest..
than MONDAY need to work again..
what the hellllllllllll ~

and hey.. im damn poor..
i left $8 in my bank for this month september
and october..
need to wait till end of october for next salary
what can i do with $8..
hahahahahahhahahahaaa
nah actually is $_____8.16
the digits underscored looks nice..
i dont wanna spend it..
so.. i left with $8.16 till next salary..

POOR xD

ok enough .. i think i'll tgo too slweeeep.
=D

2008-09-28T02:18:00.002+08:00

ahh very tired..

today morning went work.. half day..
back home 12pm +

slack and sleep for 3 hrs..
till 3pm..
went to vivo together..
looking for the thing i want.. but
sad.. dont have..

nvm.. we went straight to suntec to have kuishin-bo as we already reserved a place..
today can't really whack much.. hahahahaha.. then went off.. trained from cityhall
to amk.. went amk.. wanted to watch bois over flowers the movie.. but no time slot at midnight..
so we watched "MIRROR" instead.. hahahahahhaa..

not scary at all.. but the girls surrounding keep screaming.. infront of us even crying.. hahaa..
i would say NOOBS.. LOL.. at starting so boring wanted to sleep.... behind then more interesting..

dont watch this movie if you are a girl who likes your mirror very much..
be it styling ur hair
seeing you chio or not..
or love to zi lian urself infront of the mirror..

dont watch if you dont want to have mirror phobia !

HAHAHAHA..
i wish i can live in the mirror world :)
see-ing most of the chio bu in this world..
hahahahhahahahaha..
slap me pls **