uh.. i didn't post for years again ! nevermind.. muahahaha..
time flies so fast.. saturday.. sunday.. and tmr is Tuesday.. omg.. man.. actually also nothing to post.. if got something i will write long long story again.. muahahaha.. well i think my voice sucks LOL.. all because of someone.. my voice breaked and cracked.. all the way from level 100 to level 1.. so pooooor thing =( i wish to gain back my voice again in the past.. but that's impossible.. that's why i am not cheerful as before.. its kinda a sad thing.. god always take something away from me.. im here in this world to suffer only.. nothing else right?? happy also past one day.. sad also past one day.. i think i rather be FAKE happy ba.. happinesss is not for me.. there is happiness for me but a fake one.. which i've been gone tru all these years. i've a weak problematic heart already.. i can't do things that most people can do.. im weak.. haiz.. well, nevermind.. as i've said.. i have 3 different lifes.. each different personalities.. at home 1 life.. outside 1 life.. at work another life.. i think i have 3 soul in my body.. i just feel so awsome and so great.. people do have 1 life and 1 soul only.. but i've 3 soul.. amazing isn't it.. i wonder how the hell i could merge 3 soul into 1 body.. which i think its impossible..
i think i've got to sign off here.. i just dont wanna stare at computer after work where i've already stare-ed the whole day in my work everyday..
