HEY, im seriously tired.. tired of life and humans.. i really dont get it.. human are here in this stupid world to suffer.. they are so many problems..
God, you have already taken away many things from me.. take bit by bit.. why dont you take away my whole life.. im ready to leave this world anytime.. i know i've done alot of bad things in my life in the past.. but i've try my best to change since past few years.. and yet life is so boring.. and it SUCKS..
or else please grant my wish..? put me alone in some far places.. where no one is disturbing me.. no one at all.. i prefer to live happily alone in a corner.. rather then communicating with humans.. i dont belong to human race am i ??
What i want.. you took away.. what i dont want.. you "tiao kang" give me, should i say life sucks.. or im so fucking suay..
I seriously think im suay. kan pua suay.
I wish i could sleep forever. no troubles, no suffering anymore..
haiz. maybe i should stop thinking nagative.. look on the bright side of my life.. and one day i'll find life meaningful again..
