SORRYYYYYYsss.. didn't blog yesterday ^^ cause my sister wanna use my computer, so i went bed EARLY.. but still at 12am + HAHA
today woke up with a bad toothace.. my teeth is going to drop.. however.. no matter how i touch it.. it wont drop.. but its shaking seriously !! so pain if i try to pull it out.. it has been a day.. the moment i talk or open my mouth.. my teeth will shake and comes out a bit.. lol.. till now it still dont wanna come out.. :(
so painful.. awww.. can't sing.. can't eat well.. can't brush my teeth well.. can't even talk well..
and
DENTIST IS MY NIGHTMARE.. SO THE ANSWER IS NO !!
muahahaha, but hope it will drop out soon.. :`( luckily no need to work tmr !!! hahahahaa.. but i have bring back my homework to finish in home (: and im now doing some of it.. listening to songs and do..
i wanna game later.. hahahaha.. CoD4 & C&C3 (: well.. i still got 2 more days.. hahaha RELAX AND ENJOY !~
im so slack-ed ~~!, if you were the one.. i dont think you will stay at home on saturday and sunday.. haha.. you will go out with friends.. or whatever.. but me.. i stay at home and finish up my homework.. after that.. to game :) since my fate for relationships.. dosn't exist in this world.. so i have to back to square one.. slack & game on non-working days.. i know this is unhealthty.. but no choice.. hahaha.. i have no money.. so no money.. no friends.. i really dont have money.. if one day i got girlfriend.. i can only tell her.. i can only give her $10 per day.. for her to spend.. and that's only $300 per month.. please understand.. I AM POOR.. i have 0.00 cents of savings.. and im weak.. i am ugly.. i am a kid.. i am useless.. i am good for nothing.. i fail everything.. i did not success in ANYTHING in my life.. im very unlucky.. i am always bullied by others.. i am as good as nothing.
:`(
in this world, NO $$$ , NO TALK.
agree with it? well.. come on.. maybe 0.1% of agreement. well.. life is like that.. you must face it.. haha.. you can't change your book of life.. its all fixed when you arrived in this world.. there's is no way to change.. you are now like book reader.. reading your own book.. but you can't flip to a future page.. things are yours, will be yours things are not, will never be yours.. you can't use a correction tape.. or tear away the book.. no way.. no chance.. you can't..
its fixed in this way.. we must walk strong in this way.
i believe in book of life.. i believe in good deeds.. and i also believe in retribution..
ok so whatever is it haha.. anyway.. im going to use my brain again.. and storm it.. BRAIN STORM.. haahahhaa.. im going to create a website for my company.. and personal website.. this time.. im going to use full force of my skills into it.. i know i dont have knowledge in HTML coding.. but im good at creatively.. so.. let my brain storm again.. hahahaha.. hopefully i can come out with something good.. (: im designing for FREE.. hhaahahah.. now webmakers can earn 5k per month !! .. too bad.. i dont have HTML coding knowledge.. so i can't apply for any webmaking job.. haha.. got to use my creatively !!!!!!!
if you wants a webpage for your company.. or personal.. feel free to seek help from me.. i'll be grateful to help you as much as i can ! =D
anyway.. im going to level up my computer softwares.. such as web designing.. photoshop (graphics), music remix, cutting.. and lots more !! instead of games !! so wish me luck !!
hopefully i can use all these skill next time in the future.. to become a very successful kid ! (HAHAHA.. IN MY DREAMS ! :)
ok i'll it will be soon 11pm.. i'll stop here for now.. and back to my homework.. and gaming.. and computer softwares !~
