sad.. i cried yesterday night.. but in the end i still woke up.. why god dosn't want to take me away from this world.?..
today woke up around 7am.. my mom didn't bought anything back for breakfast.. so i went down and buy.. damn the roti prata stall.. nv open today again.. so i went buy lasi lemak to eat.. eat finish, went DotA-ing few matches with nubkid.. after few match.. 11am + liao.. suddenly i dun feel like playing anymore.. i just quit.. and went to my bed.. i guess im thinking of something.. sadness.. haix..
ok went to bed.. think and sob and slept.. till at night 8pm .. den i woke up.. ate my dinner.. porridge with fish.. than went to bath.. went DotA again.. as always nubkid always cheer me up by doing some stupid things.. and make me laugh.. (hand got bug??, test new hero??) lol.. so funny.. i wan to thanks him for it.. and yea we both owned and trashed scourge.. lol
and also my mood isn't good all these moments.. still this little beetle came and disturb me.. too bad it is jailed inside my container.. it is just like me.. so lonely.. i wish i could talk to it and make friend with it.. it look sad too.. , why does this world has human? what are they here for? can anyone explain? and why do they need to die? what is this world about?
ok its finally 2am again.. time to blog.. and time to go sleep and think.. im so sad.. i hope she is doing fine for her exams.. and also hoping she give me an answer soon x.X ..
i love her alot. i really do.
SADed.Labels: i am sad
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