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Thursday, October 25, 2007

yesterday can't sleep again.. every hour wake up one time.. keep having nightmares.. dunno why.. from 3am.. tried to sleep.. 4am woke up.. sleep again 5am woke up again.. than sleep finally can sleep till 7am.. decided to wake up liao.. i am very scared..

sian.. den wake up.. mom brought her fren home.. they chat awhile than go liao.. i remain in bed.. never get up yet.. start to think and sob.. when her fren went back.. than i woke up refresh my self and had rotiprata as breakfast.. than mom told me the roti prata seller.. wanna hire ppl to work in his office.. haha.. than came back tell me.. see how la.. but of course not selling roti prata.. some admin work in the office i think.. see how 1st la.. wait till his office setup completely than i try lo..

was so boring.. listen to songs in my blog.. most of the songs suits me now... but i think Mr Lonely by Akon suits me the best.. haha.. next followed by 别说我的眼泪你无所谓 (Bie Shuo Wo De Yan Lei Ni Wu Suo Wei).. and of course.. 想听的话 (Xiang Ting De Hua) all sad song la.. well just close my eye and relax.. i really wanna cooldown myself.. so later wait for nubkid to play DotA la.. but he still haven wake up..
whole day sleep like a pig.. haha.. than later play halfway.. was talking about bitch.. i got so pissed.. while he keep on asking me to stop it.. but i can't stop.. picture below..

but seriously.. nubkid he has been cheering me up by making me laugh and smile.. we were just playing games.. but he will find all sorts of things just to make me laugh.. haha.. thanks to you nubkid.. i love you.. but sad.. you BOY.. not GIRL.. AHHH.. LOL.. at least you are someone who can cheer me up sometimes in my life.. haha.. "DANNED" .. DAN ALL THE NOOBS PLEASE !! ... but sometimes he is also irratating la.. make me puke or what by acting girl.. "evVen ifF hOnneYs waNnts tOo fUuck, aLsso hAvEE tO wAItT mAArS =X" i feel like slapping him sometimes.. hahaha..

sian la.. i have no mood for any bitch.. or girls.. or any love.. or what.. dont come to me la.. once i see them or hear them.. my hot aura will just come out.. can't control it.. sorry to all girls out there.. but i really very disappointed about it la.. sorry..

how i wish.. im in dreamland now.. all these are fake.. they wont come true.. i hope i wake up in real life and continue my bright side of life.. haiz.. impossible..

nothing really to blog liao.. im so tired.. yet so afraid to sleep.. bye bye..

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