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Friday, October 26, 2007

gd morning.. today abit early ah.. haha.. yesterday was DotA-ing with nub and nubkid... suddenly i felt so tired.. than lie on my bed.. wake up liao already 6am.. hahah.. later going to get a scold from them again.. LOL !.. sorry la.. i tired.. LOL !

k lah.. haha.. so i've been thinking lo.. haiz.. im only 21 years old?? young.. okie lor.. still young.. haha.. long way for me to go.. so why.. 21 years has past sadly.. hurtly.. lonely.. fine??.. since the evil wan to drag me down.. im telling all the f**king evil to give up.. im not going to give up.. yes everything that happen.. i will try to forget.. why think so much..? since the evil wanna play.. i'll play with the evil too.. one day im going to smash to hell to all evil.. return to where you are! you have found the wrong person! HAHA..

ok lah.. im serious.. since im lonely.. fine lo.. im try not to be lonely.. im going to make more good frens.. (: and take up more activities.. haha.. i believe one day im going to be a useful person in my life.. i wont throw my family face away..

sad things?? those sad things in the past have past.. just let it go.. why cried over spilled milk?? no milk.. than drink water la!! LOL !! or at least clean it la.. cry cry cry.. cry can solve problem.. now the world will be full of tears.. LOL !..

lonely?? yes lonely... but i said i will try to find more people out there (:
and i also think that lonely people can live in the lonely happily way (:
correct or not ?? lol

love?? what's love? haha.. im not really good in love.. not enough experience.. so whatever love i've give.. i've failed.. im still young.. 21.. but now i slowly to gain some experience.. love never succeed on the first time.. well.. all things dont really succeed when you are a first timer.. so.. er.. i got it now lah.. YA RIGHT.. ! TREAT IT AS A PUPPY LOVE.. ! haha.. thanks for phrase (:
so what has past.. just it go lor.. dont love me.. dont love lor.. cheat me.. cheat lor.. you dont want me.. its your lose.. i dont even care now.. but i really feel very hurt la.. i almost went to evil side.. thinking how to solve this stupid problem.. thinking how to revenge.. but NO.. i know evil is beside me.. evil wants me to do bad things.. but nah.. so if you dont like me.. just dun like lor.. can't be together.. than nevermind lor.. become friends lor.. ok lah.. i take back all the bad things i've said or what.. haha.. im really SORRY.. in my life.. i've never had any enemies.. so i hope i wont have it one day.. haha.. and look la.. there are so many type different people out there.. i mean so many girls out there.. haha.. so either fate should find me.. or i should find my own fate.. or maybe there's isn't any fate LOL !.. but i believe in retribution.. those bad people will have retribution.. i've seen alot.. and i've encounter such problems too LOL !.. so whatever is it..

1 life ! live it.. happily.. haha.. im going to write more about me.. i dunno la.. im quite a ok guy.. i like people around me to be happy... i even call myself a priest.. haha.. yea anyone.. young, old, girl, boy, gay, lesbian, shemale, alien.. all sorts.. but not evil.. evil should f**k off from this beautiful world.. whatever person lah.. haha.. i will take you to god's hand.. actually young?? yea i like kids alot.. and of course i wan to have my own kids next time.. they are so cute.. so lovely.. haha.. everytime i see those babies or kids.. i'll go and play with them.. or at least a smile to them.. than their parents was like?? ".......". LOL !.. i really love kids alot.. haha.. my baby cousin.. or baby nephew or childs.. they all so cute la.. they are the one who can make adult happy.. i want to be a child care teacher ! or whatever is it called.. to look after kids.. i'll make them happy.. those lonely one's, i'll make them not lonely.. i really wish people dont walk the road im walking.. its really not nice to walk.. but nevermind.. what suffer.. what pain.. what sadness.. what loneliness.. all i have encounter it.. i had experienced whats all the pain and so on.. i tell myself not to continue.. if not.. my life wont be a meaning..

look.. god gave me a wonderful life actually.. he gives me special skills and special good heart that normally people dont have.. than why am i here crying like a little kid?.. i really wanna get slap by somebody.. LOL !.. ok lah.. from now onwards.. to hell with all the sad things.. i will try to forget.. and those scars left in my heart will slowly be gone i hope..

so.. ok .. looking forward to my new life !
im going to change alot.. as i said.. haha.. if not.. i really in evil side now.. i think of killing people.. i think of bad things.. i think of destroying whatever i see.. my mind really came to that.. but thanks la.. on my 21st birthday.. god came down to talk to me.. and woke me up.. i've promised him to complete my mission.. i believe i can.. and i will..

so ok.. i'll blog later.. now.. hmm.. eat breakfast and sing song la.. LOL !.. yupp.. i like singing song everytime (:
who knows?.. maybe one day i might become a superstar too ! but sad to say.. it will only happen in my dreams.. LOL !
HAHAHHAAHA =P

okok so.. dota again.. alone.. haha.. using PUCK !! YES Puck.. and i pucked all of them LOL!.. with 9 kills and 0 death.. than most of the scourge quit.. haiz..

hahahahahaa

ok lah.. so was in the afternoon.. i decided to change back my blog music.. only Xiang Ting De Hua will play from now onwards.. since its a very nice song for me.. also i've made 2 Chorus parts.. where you can download them and set it as your ringtone/sms tone in your own phone (:

Xiang Ting De Hua Chorus 1
Xiang Ting De Hua Chorus 2

ok enjoy !.. haha.. by the way my blog counter hits 200+ liao.. means this blog has been seen for 200+ times.. excluding me.. because i've set myself not counted into the counter.. but most of you read and never tag me a message ! so.. i wont know who you are !! HAHA..

so ok.. afternoon.. decided to cook some simple dish for my siblings and me to eat.. ok i'll teach you all how to cook this simple fries.. yes! fries made up of potatoes.. and there you go french fries !!.. ok LISTEN ! Chef Ong is going to teach you how to cook fries today ! look carefully at those picture and steps to follow !!

FIRST

you'll need some potatoes of course.. -.-

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ok you'll need a peeler for the skin.. peel those skins off..

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after peeling.. take a knife and so you chop carefully like this..

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and you continue to do it..

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becareful of your hands.. hold the knife with care !

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done! than you put on a plate !

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ok get a wok from your kitchen.. i use wok (: .. make sure you wash it like this !

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than of course open the fire !!!!!!!

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ok let it hit up awhile.. than you go and wash your potatoes !

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than you put oil into the wok !

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than you put the whole plate of fries down.. but becareful it will be like valcano!

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than.. u like that like that.. like rojak..

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than you continue to like this like this.. till you see the colour change like that..

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than you close fire, and put on a plate.

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than you put abit of salt if you want....

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than happy eating !

ok this is lame LOL!.. but anyway my brother took those picture.. he got nothing better to do -.-.. his exams all over.. LOL.. but anyway next time got chance.. Chef Ong will teach you all how to cook another simple dish ! LOL !!!!!!!!

ok lah.. after i cook.. i went bath.. than went out la kopi with one of my fren.. was so full la.. but than she force me to eat and eat.. LOL ! ANYWAY, THANK YOU (: ..kk anyway came back around 11pm or so.. went to bath again.. LOL ! i 1 day can bath 3 times LOL.. i have a habit.. when i go out.. i will bath.. when i sleep i will bath before i go to sleep.. LOL ! REFRESHING MAH !! (:

than wait for hair to dry up.. so went blogging.. and trying to update my friendster.. haha.. ok lah.. im tired.. i need rest.. so cya !

with lots of loves,
-jackson (:

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